Your failed attempts are not the proof of how you want to die, rather it's the scream of how much you want to live freely.

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ये ज़ख्म के बिखरे टुकड़े,
मत खुरेदो इन्हें
दर्द कि चीखें बर्दाश्त कर सको,
ऐसी हिम्मत नहीं तुम में।

ये आंखों से गिरती नमी,
मत पोछो इन्हें,
इतना मुझको समेट सको,
ऐसी बात नहीं तुम में।

ये दर्द भरी यादों का पिटारा,
मत खोलो इन्हें,
इतना तुम सह सको,
ऐसी कोई रात न देखी तुमने।

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The milestones of life after a moment,
Have stopped coming in my way.
It was as if the hands of the clock
Had stopped midway.
Just a question in my mind, isn't it enough?
The grief, suffering, and endless nights
Somehow, it has always been me.
Staring at those four corners,
I have always asked myself, is this life?
Then what about the one I dreamt of in childhood?
Step by step, day by day, I travelled an extra mile,
Just to see that glimmer of hope.
But guess what?
The point where I am standing right now,
Leads me to a dead end.
Be it happiness or sorrow,
I wish there were something called "my share."

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कभी चांद से पूछा था मैंने
दुर उस पहाड़ की चोटी पर तुम्हारा रोशनी इतना क्यूं चमकता है,
और हम पर क्यों नहीं?
तो चांद ने मुस्कुराते हुए कहा था,
बर्फ की चादर से ढकी हुई है वो,
सब पर लिपट जाए, तो किमती केसे रहेगी?

पता है, उस बर्फ की चादर से लिपटी हुई हो तुम,
चांद की रोशनी बस आती ही होगी तुमको जगमगाने।

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I tried fighting, I tried convincing
I tried loving you, I tried hating also.

I tried therapy, I went crazy also.

But your face is still visible from the windows of my heart.

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Ab toh ilm tak nhin h zamane ko,
Dard chupana koi iss nazuk dil se sikhe!

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Khidki se uss din chand ki roshni,
Raat ke dhai baj rahe the,
Pata nahin kyun, achanak se uth kar beth gaya khidki ke paas,
Chaand ko ghanto dekha,
Fir dekha, aas paas ke khamosh sadkon ko,
Dhimi si hawa uss din pata nahin kyun,
Yaad dila rahi thi bachpan ke dino ko,
Jab gaaon mein andhera hote hi,
Jor se chilla deta tha mummy,
Aur samne se awaaz aati thi...
Mein yahan hun beta.
Phir andhere mein hi bhaag jata tha unki aur....

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You are the epitome of
love and caring.
Thanks for being there in my life.

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Yet again misfortune took the limelight and my love for her remained in the shadows.
I wish life was like movies;
And a single love story leads to happy ending.

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Though her share of love in this world feels incomplete,
Yet again she rises from ground with a hope in the heart saying; this time everything will be different.
This time he will be different,
This time he will be on my side while I ride the ship of dreams,
This time he will love me hard,
This time he will kiss me to sleep.

Let her know, this time all of these is gonna be true!

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