Ruminating
Looking out of the balcony to see stars laid out on earth is much better than looking down from the same balcony and imagining a corpse with your face sprawled on the floor below. Then you listen to Amanda Palmer singing Australia. Then feel your heart lighten. Or you could look up and see clouds, or a few bright stars, the ones that outshine the lights of the city. Then utter a prayer though your faith is shaky, and then shake your head. You drink some more Coke zero, then it's midnight. You have lived the day. Time to live another one.
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