Different

At my twenties, eyes caught a face
100s after u, and I joined the race.
Regular and weird - efforts to impress you
All finally worked and was worth to confess you.
She seems simple, not after brands
In this money world she was different.

Late night calls, our countless texts
Sharing our pasts, some non-shareable facts.
To plan our dates, our silly wishes
Holding hands and soft sweet kisses.
She was pain and she was my med
My colourless life was flavoured red.

Month passed things started to change
your actions, like u were in a cage.
Left me over a four word sentence
Still in my ears your, " don't bother me again"
We had stupid ideas but never this was planned
Soft dreams shattered and reality hit hard.

It's been years, me busy with my works
A bit of praise and regular yelling of boss.
Some evening straight edge, and some with friends and beer
Topic starts of love, me moving with your memories to a corner.
People alter, thier feelings might end
But memories hunts forever ever, and mine was same.

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I fear,

Not everyday my feelings would remain unchanged for her.
Someday my words would be no more funny to her, rather those will break her from inside.
I will no longer love her, like I do today, like I do now.
And above all, I fear the most that I wouldn't even going to realize the change in me.

Sometimes, I just want to do everything for her at this point of time.
I want to bind myself to render my whole life to her.
I know well that I couldn't ever match her sacrifices.
She brought me up she made me up with her sweat and blood.
But what really I fear most is the future me wouldn't praise her anymore like I do today, like I do now.

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I never claim you
I never blame you
How could I, after all my love for you was mine
but never you never

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Bad debt written off.
It's a new day⚡⚡

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No matter how much I am important to u at this point of time
But I knew very well how it all will end😏

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I am here,
Where are you now😔

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I am the person who is always alone
The number of people surrounded by, never even mattered a bit😅

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No matter with me or without me.
I just want you to be happy.😊

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Everytime we are so much busy in blaming society that we used to forget the fact that we ourself is society.
And if we want to change something that we realize is wrong than it is important that we better start from ourselves.

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Slowly u Will find everyone being changed and leaving you.
But not problems, they might change but will never leave you alone.😊

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