I am in a dark place.
I often stay here.
But I have never been sacrilegious
to your presence or to you.
I have always seen you before me.
Even on the days I don't see myself in the dark.
-
I can hear,
all that chaos,
chaos of this universe.
And I can hear it,
with each pounding,
pounding of the heart,
in my chest.
I can hear it all.-
This is one such night
When I turn around
I don't find you next to me
Staring at the pillows
Tears rolling down
I don't find you next to me
When I turn around
This is one such night-
Please return
I want you to return
I am not begging you to be back
But I want you to return
Return the pieces of me
When you left
You took them with you
The pieces, my heart is not yours to keep
Please return-
I am going to love you
With all of me
Or
I am going to love myself
With all of me
-
You have no rights now
You have no right to judge me
You have no right to judge how I rebuild myself
Build what you have broken
-
Don't get used to your wounds
It will hurt
All you have to do is rip off the band-aid
Let them breathe
Let them heal-
I knew if I am going to taste
You would become my favourite flavour
Now I don't want anything less-
I don't want to be naked anymore.
I am tired of everyone staring at my body.
I want you to cover me up.
I want to wear your soul.-
You are gone
it's shivering cold and dark
inside out
The only stability I got
is from a pen
and I am with you again
I love you.-