You are isolated
Even in the crowd
The path is to dismantle
Even if it was a fresh start
You are trying to crawl
Even if it's hard to embark
The journey was never satisfactory
Even if you venture in the hope of a stance
Now going back
Seems like an alley
You should never depart
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मन विचलित हो रहा है..
दूर खरा कोई वेक्ति
और दूर हो रहा है
रोज मिलो तक चलने का वादा
अब धूमिल हो रहा है
मन ना जाने क्यों विचलित हो रहा है
थामे वक़्त का कुछ क़तरा
फिर कामिल हो रहा है
मन युही ना जाने क्यों विचलित हो रहा है
चलता पैर थकता नहीं था
अब वक़्त से तकल्लुफ हो रहा है
वो वास्ता का आखिरी पन्ना
खाली हो रहा है
मन शायद अब विचलित हो रहा है।-
The agonizing pain
I felt the last time
When your shadow appears
I was screaming for ardour
But nothing was near
I want to wake up
To make sure
It's not gone
Nonetheless, it seems
I have lost all
The journey
Which never ends
Gradually reaching demise
Where it will be gone
Never going to be alive
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जब भी कहना चाहा
लोगो ने खामोश कर दिआ
किसी ने नाटक कह कर
किसी ने जाने दो कह कर
वो पल जब सांस भी थमी नहीं थी
ना झपक्ति थी आंखे
बस एक शब्द ने वक़्त को थामा था
ठीक हो जायेंगे
आज भी थमा हैं वक़्त
शायद उन्ही कोने मे
जहा वो रहा करते थे
आज भी वो आवाज़ कानो मे गूंजती हैं
जब वो पुकरा करते थे
इस छोटे से उम्र मे बड़ा बोझ दे दिआ
पूरी उम्र साथ रहने का कह कर
यूहीं छोड़ दिआ?-
Why did you teach me something
Which is untrue,
You said crying is a sign of weakness
Screaming asking God the question
Is not something we
supposes to do
I stayed quiet
No tears left my eyes
No emotions were on my face
I accepted the faith
The howl inside me
The chaotic world
The nightmares
The unsaid words
Hope you can see
You have created
A different me
Who fears tears more than anything
Who is weak and pathetic
Who smiles just
To let go
Who hides the despair
At its core.-
In the utopian world, meet me for once
I have a list of questions
Please answer them for me
Do I deserve to be left sole?
There's no flashing of your name on my phone screen
Nobody is asking how I have been.
The world you swore is not reachable anymore
The people are not like before
The way you told me that I deserve to be happy
I am midway through losing hope of serenity
The way you said the strong girls never whine
The promise I kept the path you led
Permit me to at least articulate
The misery I have accumulated
To write it down for you to see
Still, your last message bothers me
My nights are so long that nothing can reassure me
I always was a good girl
Did I deserve the distress?
How can you claim that you ever loved me?
Love is supposed to hold you when the days are dark
You left me when nothing was alright.-
The heart wants to convey
The agonizing pain of the spirit
Numbness of brain
Wait of sights
The soul wants to omit
The presence of past
Regardless of urge
The heart wants to convey
The glimmer is there
The serenity is somewhere
The voices in the ear
And the touch never disappeared.-
December was never warm
It's always frigid and dreadful
Full of regrets and fear of being sinful
When January arises with a hint of newness
December breaks the kingdom of togetherness
It's as lonely as falling leaves with no branch to grasp.-
She left her world to be with you.
The flower Meadow and the bright light for you.
She tore her heart into pieces to cover the wounds you had.
She sacrifices her youth to conceal your distress.
She was with you when no one was trusting.
She was an angel to brighten up your realm
You turned her love into ferociousness.
You were never her, to begin with
She wanted to change the fate of the empire
You changed her course of fate in just a little fire.
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He saw her from distant
She was standing alone, perplexed
It was coincidence or fate
No one is ever going to comprehend
She never noticed him
Somehow, he always does.
He wants to say something
He wants to be her.
It was a movie out of the world
Just looked a bit plain outside their world.
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