I almost got raped
I remember how he looked at me
And ran after in my own property
I reached the room and banged the door
Forcefully
As fast as I could, I did
He showed all his strength
Tried his best to open it
I sat on the floor
Breathing heavily crying suffocatingly
Pushing myself against the door
Scratching the walls, trying to call
There was a continuous bang on it
Making my body shiver with fear
Noise stopped
Its all quite outside
Yes, it is...can't feel or hear him now
I sat still holding myself tight
I exhaled with a teary smile
And stood up to look out
I woke with a startle, seeing him smile
Gosh was just a dream... That eyes still causes fear...

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Kuch nhi chaiye mujhe tumse
Bas agar kabhi udas hokr jhukalu mai apna sr
To thappah dena meri peeth pyaar se
Agar kabhi kuch soch kr aasu aa jaye meri aankh me
To bs rakh dena apna hath mere hath pe
Bs itta he...isse jada kuch nhi chaiye mujhe

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Kitna aasan hota hai na
Aadat ban kr chale jana
Aur utna he mushkil hota hai
Us aadat ko bhulana
Ho sakta hai tumne mujhe bhula diya ho
Pr maine nhi ab tak
Tabhi to sirf tumhare liye likh rhi hu aajtak
Pata hai mujhe jo likha hai maine
Vo mai tumhe suna na sakungi
Pr fir bhi hr panne pr tumhare liye he likhungi
Or likhti he rahungi
Pata hai mujhe ke tumhe ehsaas bhi nhi hai
Ke tumhare hichkiyon ki vajah
Tumhare samne khadi hai
Bhale hum ab mil nhi sakte pr
Tumhare yaade mere panno pr
Aaj bhi saas le rhi hai...

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Its not a poem its a rant
Dear stranger uncles and aunties
I would like to suggest you to please stay away from me and my family
I am glad to hear that your son and daughter are married now
But you dont need to tell my parents what to do with me then and now
You people gave such healthy and friendly advice
But still your suggestions sound toxic to me i dont know why
Being honest your sweet voice irritate me the most
You are a stranger so why dont you act like that
Dont interrupt in my future because you dont know my past
And also you dont need to flaunt your knowledge of figure and all
I know my hight, weight, and body are good over all
So you dont need to tell me wearing what i look fat or a hanger like
Its not a poem its a rant
But still...being a good human I have a healthy advice
You look good when you are quiet

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I wish to meet u again,
Again on an unwanted way
I wish u to see me in the way,
The way u saw me the last time v met
I wish to read ur all expressing face,
The way u read my frozen face— % &

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I wanna fly with you
And count the height of the sky
I wanna fall with you
And see the depth of the sea
I wanna stand with you
To match our shoulders
And feel that equality
I wanna sit with you
To share my happiness
And the grief's that bound me
I wanna be the only one
Whose always next to me

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When you ignored me
Was the worst day of mine
I broke into tear
And the same day you forgot how to smile
You know my worth and the love I do
You are not the only one
But still everything seems blur in front of you

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Under the cold sky
Its just you and I
Holding a desire
U to stay by my side
For rest of my life
Its a black shimmery night
And its just you and I
Under the cold sky...

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Ye raat bavri
Sone na de
Aankho me neend bhari h
Pr chalak aasu rhe
Ye raat kaali mera hath pakde
Aandhare k sannaate me mujhe khone na de
Ye raat bavri
Mujhe sone na de
Mujhe sone na de...

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I use english to hide my feeling behind
I named my loneliness as me-time
My poetic words enable people to predict
What I feel at a cirten point
I found a melodic peace in the rolling tears of mine
I choose darkness cause it makes me feel alive
Now I am moving on carrying all silly fears of mine
No one is same at different time's
U may be a person who hides alot behind twinkling eyes
My real smile is the fakest of mine
I am not the only one who desires moon to stay all day n night
And Yes, its the truth that I eat a lot of sweets when things aren't right
As I told in the very first line
That I use english to hide my feeling behind
Now its all up to u that what u think of the written words of mine
Keep a secret of mine that I am eating chocolate at night...

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