Have you cried so much so that you feel a sudden drop of temperature around you, and you just start to shiver, making it even worse wishing for someone to be there just to hug you to sleep?
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Utterly brokenđź’”
All I want to hear is: it's okay, I'm there for you
And all you say is : it's just in your head, get over yourself-
I don't know what to do with the hopelessness I feel so deep in my heart.
I don't know what to do with the stabbing pain that I feel deep inside my heart.
I don't know what to do with the old demons that are crawling back to pull me into darkness.
I don't know what to do with my life that feels so full with people yet not a single soul to understand me.
I don't know what to do with all these bottled up sadness.
I don't know how to smile when its hurting so much
I don't know how to fake it until I make it-
Words only come to me when my heart is shattered into pieces and I cannot talk about it to anyone as no one really gets me
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Feeling like a failure is so scary sometimes that I feel so scared to talk to people about my feelings
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Nowadays I don't know where to escape, never thought that even my sleep will let me go.
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