मुझे डर हैं मैं भूल जाऊंगी।
और
मुझे डर हैं मैं कभी नहीं भूल पाऊंगी।।

P.S. ये कसमकस भी बड़ी दुखदाई हैं।

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वो फुर्सत के पल हसीन,जिसमें सहलाए तेरे उंगलियों को बेवजा।

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Ji Urge hai, garaj nhi.

P.s. Chcha jao, agli train pakdo.

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If only you have to put all the effort to make someone stay in your life.
Then my friends it's high time to drop them like hot patato.

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How to "unlove" Someone?

P.s. अरे, कोई तो बताओ इस मर्ज की दवा!

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मैंने तो एक दफ़ा भी उसकी झूटी कसम नहीं खायी।
तो फिर क्यों मेरे प्यार की उमर इतनी कम हो गयी?


Not even once did I swear by him.
Then why the age of my love has become so short?

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I can't forgot you, that's impossible. I was worrying for nothing.
When I say "impossible" I mean Utterly, unconditionally and no turning back possible.

You engraved in my soul in such a way, that can not be distinguish. As to where my existence end and from where your's start!

I can't be so cliche and say things such as,
"You make me want to live".
Because seriously I don't know, I still don't know why one has to live. Living is still as much as meaningless as it was before you, with you, and after you.

But somehow it's okay now, may be not okay as in "Bearable" but okay as in "let it be ".

Bearable? How can I even start explaining this feeling?
Nothing is bearable anymore. But as I said; let it be. If it's hurting let it be, if it's soothing let it be, if it is as if I'm in pitch-black-dark-never-ending fall and being numb to it so let it be.

Because I can not forget you, how can I?
When you exist in my speech, thought, decision, dreams, consciousness, subconscious, illusion. I never notice how and when you be all of that.
But that's all that matter now and it make me really really okay.

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तेरे गले लग कर तुझसे; तेरी ही शिकायत करना!

P.S. कहाँ से लाओ कोई तुझ जैसा, मेरा कोई अपना।

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इस पेहली बारिश की तरह, फिर एक बार तुझसे मोहब्बत करने को दिल किया।

बस इस हसीन मौसम में ही तो हम, ये गुस्ताकी कर सकते है।

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वो सब वादे झूठे थे शायद, जो मैंने तुमसे करें।
जो साँची प्रीत होती, वियोग में मर जाती प्रिये।।

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