Not everyone will stay, but I will stay strong.
Being calm is better than fighting to be right.
It’s okay to feel my emotions.
Being strong doesn’t mean I have to smile all the time.
Healing takes time, and that’s okay.
Silence teaches more than noise ever could.
Even on the days I feel empty, I am growing.

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Please be kind to me.
I feel tired and don’t want to talk to people.
I want to stay away from others
I’m afraid people will hurt me.
I want to be alone, but being alone makes me feel scared.
I just want peace and quiet.
I want to feel strong and safe.
Please help me stay calm and okay this month.

From,
Me

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Learn to choose yourself even when it hurts
Learn emotional boundaries
Learn to stay calm in chaos
Learn to enjoy being alone
Learn to focus on yourself
Learn that God is watching you

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Why is moving on longer than the loving phase?
Was it because I dreamed in “Forever”,
And you only lived in “for now”?
Was it because I gave too much,
And you left too soon?
Was it because I held on every word you said,
Even the ones you forgot?
Was it because I loved you in silence,
Even after you stopped speaking to me?
Was it because I kept asking myself what I did wrong,
When you had already made your choice?
Or maybe
Maybe it’s just that moving in always hurts more
Because love felt so real,
Even if it wasn’t forever.

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like the sunset, a stunning display that ultimately faded, leaving only emptiness.

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Life feels like a storm, doesn't it? Lost and tired, I'm losing my grip, afraid of what's next. I just want to stop, right here, right now.

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I don’t know if this happens to everyone or if it’s just me, but this pain, this trauma, is taking over every part of my life, and it feels like I can’t escape it no matter what I do.

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I really hate myself. I hate how I acted, and I hate my heart for pretending everything was okay. I knew he was ignoring me, but I pretended he had changed. Even though I was hurting, I kept pretending. Now, I'm in so much pain because of it, and I just hate myself for all of it.

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My heart, a fool, never suspected, not even for a moment, that he was cheating.

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He was my world, I used to say,
The best thing in my life.
But he left, he betrayed,
Filled my heart with pain.

Why me, God? Is it a game?
Can't I smile, can't I be free?
My life's a fire, a burning flame.
What else do you want from me?

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