So many nights, I haven't slept
Seeing the dawn from my window, till the sun fades.
Listening to sad songs, it doesn't helps
Holding fifteen minutes of meditation but she never escapes.
At morning I call it my destiny and at night I blame my fate
Now I feel pity for myself for the love I made.
Moving on is hard, now it's my everyday task,
How am I feeling, there's nobody who ask.
one day I'll sleep with a void mind for sure,
And think how I spend my life finding ways to heal and later realised I was the cure.
It still hurts how she pushed me away, it's stucked inside my subconscious mind,
I laugh on my life, and laugh on how happiness is now nowhere to find.
"Divastated" is big word but It took a few moment for her to make me feel,
But I can move on and become an improved person, it's real life at last not reel.
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