"I wish I could say you belong with me, but that is not the truth, and it will never be. Our love is simply too one-sided; I don't have your heart like you have mine. It hurts, but I'll hide it. Just as I start to forget, when you leave my mind and I'm about to go to bed, or when I'm happy or with someone new, that's when it occurs to you that I'd still rush to my phone if your name popped up. I'd drop anything or anyone for what I think is love. You suddenly remember that I walk the Earth and that I'm still here. You walk right back into my life as if you never disappeared. My family and friends always ask why I run straight back. I wish I could say, 'You don't know him like I do,' but that, again, is not the truth. I know that you're no good for me, and I know that you will never be, but every girl has their first love - you were mine. You'll hurt me, leave, and then come back, and I'll forgive you every time. I know it's stupid, I know it's dumb, but I honestly don't care because everything feels better when you're there."
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