Orchids sway
With wind,
Illuminate paths
When firefly blinks.

Twinkling stars
Flickering moon
A serene ether
Reflecting
In my heart's lagoon.

But,
Deranged madness
Craves your touch,
Distorting
My blissful haven:
As I lunge
To that mirage
Ravaging
My mangled heart.
As I sink
Into the abyss
With our memories ,
Drowning in
My eternal reverie.

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Why white shines with a slight blight?
Why eternal woes have a hint of delight?
Who marked this mortal plight?
Who's there to toast after the fight?

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Even if i ride the wind:
Why can't i reach the depth of the ocean field?
Even if i become a flower;
I cannot survive winter to see a serene glow.
Even if i become a star-
All i understand is that you're so far!
Even if i become a bee:
Not a single blossom will remain with me for eternity.
Why is that so!?
Why does love only takes form when we have to let it go?

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Feels like I'm submerged in water tonight;
Can't breathe;
Can't feel:
Numb to the world out:
Darkness engulfing me whole.
Can't talk; as if being choked;
Yet it feels good like a damned masochist whore:
Thick sadness drowning me deep
as i whisper my last breath of feelings,
Which are left to drift ashore;
Till anyone gets a hold of it.
I will be long gone
with these words i leave,
Every glimmer of hope, i extinguish.

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O' wind for whom does thou wail?
From which direction dost' thee earthy fragrance hail;
For whom does thou melancholy prevail!
Whom thee anticipate till this earth's end
For whom thy time stands still!
O' wind why thou travel till the depths of hell?

Wherever heaven dost' permit
Thou never leave any space unturned!
What be thy in search for?
Till time's immemorial
For whom does thee wail?
Such a mournful peal:
A pure melancholic gale!
O' wind, For whom does thou wail!

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Underneath curtain of clouds
The pale moon shines
And for a moment
My chaos subsides.

Illuminating my pitch black path
And my fear-ridden dark heart.
I stumble among tiny pebbles
And countless other obstacles.

Bleeding profusely,
beaten black and blue:
Move forward
Without a rhyme, reason or clue.

'Till this arduous path ends
I walk with moonshine as guidance.
For what this path leads
I don't mind wherever it brings;
if the crescent accompanies me.

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I spoke to myself in a dream one night,
as i could see my countenance speak to my mind.

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Don't fuss about chaos
Its uncontrolled and free,
Try to cage it
And your consequences will be heavy.
Let it rage on
The scene of carnage will not be pretty,
There will be pain:
But destruction is a must before we create.

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Those nights
When i weep
alone! Yet you were there,
Didn't touch me
But brushed away my fear.

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In this moonless sky
No one will come by,
Not a single star to find
As i fade away to that fake paradise.

Not a single hope to see,
All i have is a faded future:
So bleak;
I broke my promise
I've let you down
Not a single light to be found.

Nothing to pave my path
As i stumble and fall apart,
Only whispers to hear
My road will end here
I'll leave my story there.

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