I didn't know that...

The frown when my wants
Aren't fulfilled by people...
turns into,

EGO

And to want something
From people 'My Way'
Also becomes,

EGO

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Not any more,
I indeed don't mind being a bore,
I can still laugh though
On my funny, innocent flaw
I respect my dumb emotions and
I regret my immature reactions..
I release memories of sweet and bitterness
While praying for who caused those,wellness
I am gradually getting there
Peace and calmness I see where..
In my own self within
I see a beautiful, divine being...

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Am I an award, waiting for someone to win Me????
And will the winner be someone with the Spirit set free??
Or is it someone sitting somewhere?
With a desire to not be noticed anywhere,
The one who has changed attires many
From eternity is peaceful and uncanny? ??
Yes, the one such lover is right there...
That part of me which is hidden somewhere...

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My Gratitude Journal

I thank myself for all the foolish acts;
They made me acquainted with my personal facts,

I thank all those who mocked me
Those comments made me work on ME.

I thank those who betrayed and walked away
It led me to another beautiful way.

I thank those who ghosted me for any reason,
I know they were meant to be for just a season.

I thank all that has caused me hurt;
That helped me clean up my psyche of dirt.

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If I qualify to be a decent Human,
I dignify and cherish myself as an empowered woman..

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I often wonder Why
I Love staring at that Sky,
I am always amazed to see
The vastness of that Sea,
Is it attracting me for its infinity,
Or are they boasting their tranquility??
I guess they remind me,
Of the infinity within me...
The power I am unable to see,
Precisely what can set me free.

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From slavery to freedom
Rising with hope and courage
Evolving in every sphere of life
Ending all curses with a smile
Driving this self to new heights
Owning its flaws and inner fights
My journey is beyond duties and rights.

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Mirror Mirror on the wall...
How can I be the smartest of all??
Mirror Mirror on the wall...
Can I ever be the richest of all??
Mirror Mirror on the wall..
Am I the prettiest of all??
Mirror Mirror on the wall...
Will I be the luckiest of all??

Mirror sighs, cries and fails to explain...
Ohhh Dear...
Why would you want to compare with all????
You are YOU, Good, bad, ugly..
But with that purity within..
You need to and you always can
STAND TALL....

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I pray for you to be forever on my side
I manifest to be in your arms when I die
There would be no separation, no good bye
The divine union will liberate me from this 'I'

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Let's be GRATEFUL for stuff we got..

Which MONEY could have never bought.

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