Sometimes,
the fall is quick and steep.
Sometimes,
I'm tumbling down to my doom.
Sometimes,
it's nerve-wracking.
I'm slipping down slowly, into the spiral,
and nothing that I do seems to pull me up.
I'm scared and desperate
trying all methods to climb back up.
The bottom is a scary place
and I don't want to be there.
But no matter the way,
I'm always at rock bottom at the end of the day.
And down here, it's so dark
I can't even tell the darkness and myself apart.
I'm agonizing for a ray of light,
for enlightenment, doing whatever to survive.
But it comes for a mere fract of second
and when it leaves, it leaves nothing behind.

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