The shoulder you cry on also needs a shoulder to cry on too

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I would block out the sun to lessen the heat for you,
I would hold back my sad emotions until you needed me to rain,
I would follow you around like a guardian angel,
Travel the world even, from Italy to Spain.
If I were a cloud and you could touch me, hold me,
I would cushion your fall, so you'd never feel pain.

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Dear Corona,

Who are you?
What are you?
I'm sure you feel so powerful,
Killing thousands in days,
Is this the power you crave.

You've shut down schools,
And places of worship,
If you were man I'd call you cruel.
Because of you we're all caged in,
We're on time out like we committed a sin.

You've dried out the world,
Caused a global pandemic,
You've curled us up you nasty epidemic.
Do you laugh when you see the pain you cause,
Do you enjoy seeing the world on pause.

Businesses going down the drain,
You alone is driving the world insane.
You're famous,
You're a star,
Clap for the world's best disaster.

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Sometimes I'm scared,
I feel chocked up.
I ask myself, what if I'm misled?
What if I'm on the wrong path?
What if I'm doing all this just to avoid my parents wrath?
Is this what I want?
Sometimes I'm secure,
I'm sure.
I assure myself that I chose this,
That this is not a crisis.
That the little men inside my head,
Are all allowed to rest.
Sometimes I'm worried,
I'm up all night,
Forcing myself to be busied,
With things I hope will make me feel alright,
Social media and virtual friends,
They allow me successfully play pretend.
Sometimes, I crave death.
Because there's satisfaction in the numb,
And no, I'm not dumb,
I'm scared
I'm worried
I'm unassured
I'm sleep deprived
And I'll still lie
That everything's fine,
And I'm okay.
My future is fine,
It's all okay.

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Dear God.
I love you,
Yes I do.
I'm sorry I let distractions in,
I'm sorry that I began to sin.
But believe me Lord,
I do repent,
My former ways,
I do resent.
I hope to change,
To be born again,
I want to be new,
To be beautiful.
Just only if you let me in,
And allow me to renew my being.

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Roses are red
Violets are blue
I hate the fact
That I can't stop thinking of you.

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I fell,
They laughed.
They fell,
I frowned.
I failed,
They hailed.
They failed,
I took in detail.
I cried,
The rolled their eyes.
They cried,
I shrugged,
I was done being nice.

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He held my hand,
I smiled.
He whispered in my ear,
I felt dear.
He pulled me to him,
Then and there we hugged,
"Little sister" he had said,
Those 2 words, on my heart it had tugged.

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Do you think it's easy to tell you that I love you,
Do you think it's easy to tell you how I care,
Do you think it's easy for my feelings to be shared,
Do you think it's easy to say those words so bare.
Do you think it's easy to look you in the eyes,
Do you think it's easy for me my shyness not to despise,
Do you think it's easy to hear that you won't be mine,
Do you think it's easy to see you happy with her on Valentines.

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I got you a gift,
To represent my love,
I hope it doesn't cause a rift,
Our friendship please do not shove.
You see me as your little sister,
And yes indeed it hurts,
My heart is filled with deep wide blisters,
Oh how useless all my efforts.
So instead I'll hide the present I got,
no I won't give it a shot.
I will not risk loosing the one I love the most,
Even if on Valentine's Day I had really come so close.

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