Why use someone to cheat back on someone who clearly has no problem cheating on you and you know it. If you're unhappy just leave 🍃

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To my Noah,
At least, that's what I would have wanted your name to be.
We never got to meet, but I have loved you endlessly.
You'll always be a part of me till the day I die as you're forever marked within me.
I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough and being afraid got the best of me, which led to actions of behaving selfishly. Creating grief and regret that haunts me endlessly.
I pray and hope that one day You and God can forgive me and that I can learn to forgive 🙏 myself and begin to heal.

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It's heavy on my heart ❤️
Because I've got a lot on my mind
And every time I try to speak my truth, they try to make me feel guilty
Or someone's always judging me
I think to myself, why are you're trying to silence 🔕 me.
Is it not my voice to speak....
Then my brain then starts to repress
Where my mouth begins to follow remaining shot
Quiet 🤫 me
Now, I'll slowly begin to gaze in and out of reality to help deal with the world around me
And if someone asks me, why you don't speak?
The response: It's heavy on the heart but society won't let me.

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She's hurting. You could clearly see that some things have happened.
She doesn't think she can trust anyone or begin to tell anyone what's happened
Or maybe she's just too afraid to face the truth dam reality.
So she hides behind her tears, thinking about how to deal with her pain.
She slowly begins to medicate drink after drink and bottle after bottle.
Before she can blink, days turn into weeks, and then suddenly a month or two goes by, and she still doesn't know how to deal, drowning herself in what she believes help.
Still broken, confused, and damaged inside is how she feels trying to escape all the painful memories.
So she'll continue to hide behind her broken smile in hopes that one day, the hurt buried deep inside could free her from being a prisoner in her own mind.

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