Healing lyrics, soulful music,
"Love myself"
BTS taught me.

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Love messages in voicemails connecting two busy men.

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Erotica or porn?
An intense discussion,

A little subtlety
over blatant criticism.

Beauty may lie
in the eyes of the beholder;

But the nature of the text lies
in the mindset of the reader..

Uncomfortableness, avoidance,
"Wtf is this written??"

Pleasure, awe,
"I want some more!"



Human nature at its basest,
"My opinion is the best!"

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You are my anchor.. you keep me sane..
Where do I go, when you get back your sense?
Where do I go, when you see the dark in me?
Do I leave you alone? Or do you let me in?

I feel It nearby, waiting for a chink...
I feel Its patience, waiting for a slip...
I want It gone, coz It scares you away...
But how can I... when It too keeps me sane?

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Why is it we want the one thing we can't have?
Why is it we are always chasing the unattainable?
Why is it we take what we have for granted?
Why is it we don't realise the value of a good thing until access to it is denied?

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When all you want is time to write:
For the words to flow and stain the page
For the emotions you feel to have an outlet
For those unspoken thoughts in your head.

That's when life saps all your strength:
With training, project and assessment
Making friends in a brand new world
Learning to balance, you lose your worth..

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Is the risk of
being hurt again
worth the chance
to be with them again?

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Give up on your dreams?
Give in to the inevitable failure?

NO!

Give up on that fear!
Give in to your dreams!
And watch the magic
that your life becomes!!

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Trust...

Trust is when i can let lose all my pent up vitriol
and yet believe that you will be there for me.

Trust is when i can let you witness the horror entwined in my soul
and hope you accept it.

Trust is when i can suck you into the depths of misery
and look to you to help me rise.

Trust is when i stab you with the broken shards of my heart
and you not only take them out but also glue it back.

Trust is when i can replace "I" with "you" and "you" with "I"
and everything else remains the same.

I tell you I love you,
but are you worth it if I can't trust you?

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The first time I changed, I did it to fit in.

The second time I changed, I did it to be different.

The third time I changed, I did it for my parents.

The next time, I changed to please my boyfriend.

The only time I was happy was when I changed myself for the final time.

It was the only time I let me be my own damn self.

It was the only time I was genuinely happy.

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