Is that I poured
My entire driving life force
Into what I thought was my
Happy ending
When it was a facade
A monster with a beautiful face
An ugly heart covered with lace
What scares me
Is that I knew all along
What had gone on
But you kept me close
For five years
And convinced me I was the
One causing pain-
But you decided to take
Your cowardice approach
And run with no looking back
I wish you were here
Because it hurts more and less
Simultaneously
While you're around
I feel broken but together
And you know we're better together
But you chose to lie
And throw the ashes of what were us
To the remainder of the flame we had
And you said
Goodbye-
I'm trapped in a world where you are a haunted house, and I love being scared
-
Tending to all of the
Open wounds
That
Cover the surface on
Every minute crevice
Of my heart
That you left there
Just for me-