A Note you might never understand.
I gaze at you all the time,
You are always around me,
My heart throbs wanting to hug you.
Everytime when I feel low,
I want to come running to you
So you could hug me and say,
It's going to be alright.
I wish I could go for a dayout with you.
Everytime I want to come near to you
There’s an invisible wall that stops me.
I am unsure yet if it is for your good or mine.
But for once I want to cross that wall,
Feel that Love that I have never felt.
For once I want to fall asleep in your lap
While you caress my forehead.
Until now I have seen the world without you
and now for once I want to see it with you
Holding hands and never look back,
As if it never happened.
Because I know how that feels when I see,
Someone walking with their mum holding hands.
And that kills.
Maybe that is why you would never understand.
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