It has always been hard to express my feelings...
You think that you are protecting me, but I feel restricted...
You think you are taking care of me,but I could feel my suffocating self trying to escape and fly high...
Everytime I try to express it,I go numb because of the love and respect I have for you...
Now it reached a limit where it can't be handled anymore...
I'm sick of thinking that you would understand, but you don't...
I pity myself thinking that it would be okay,every single time...
I don't want to live this stupid little emotional fool life anymore...
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