GRUDGE
No, I just demand my closure
Closure from unrequited emotions
Closure from incomplete promises
Beginning to our friendship
I think Peace is what I demand-
Leaving you was not easy
Unless I realized it will get tougher
The other day-
बिछ जाऊं तुम पर चादर की तरह
सो जाओ मेरे कंधे पर अपने तकिये की तरह
मेरी धड़कन तुम्हारि लोरी हो
अंगड़ाइयो की भी हद हो
वो थम जाए जब मेरे होठ तुम्हारे होठ के करीब हो
बस यूँ ही इसी तरह-
Suddenly I started feeling light and free because for the first time I didn't want to love you. Then I realised I was over burdening myself to love you or get your love. If you would have loved me I wouldn't have to ask for it and loving you wouldn't have been a burden. The burden was that I was dying a little every day to keep this relationship.
Moral: Don't fall in love which takes away your freedom, your peace. Love is something which makes you free, gives you peace, make you love yourself more. Love but don't OVER LOVE.-
I keep telling myself that stop putting others before you
Make yourself priority
Rest can wait
Don't wait someone to love you
Love yourself
Tomorrow will be a Bright Morning
And you know what
Next day is actually a Bright Morning
With my black hope clouds-
She fought a battle to say those two words
And he accepted it in a jiff
She didn't knew breaking up was so easy for him.-