My fear of loosing myself in crowd, is a fiasco to this world
But the feeling of being alone crawl inside my soul
I know it's lame and pathetically vulnerable

But! The wariness or embarrassment doesn't give ease to heart
I know the hate is a two way road
Does that mean my soul is tired enough to love me again
The worst is the patience of my people running through the roof
So I manipulate myself to gain the victory

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She said:
Bonds which are closed look beautiful and are way too stronger

He gave a tight lipped smile trying to outfox her eyes
and replied
Stars are covered over whole galaxy twinkling and illuminated light to everyone
That's the reason it's infinite
But if it would have been just like another orbit over moon
It would have loose the battle
Her lips went numb but still flowed in its own sync
May be distance can be beautiful way too

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Sighs...
Long lost roads regards you to find
Something lost
Away from nuptial chains or vermilion
Roaming around the long streets
You are messed up with cries
For others
You are a temptation
You are a binding source of a new contract making high prosperity
But in this
Maybe you lost
Still you fought
And may be you enchased to win
It's not always pin
Maybe thrones are set
But still colour of crimson are husky dark, painful
Devoid of soft pillows
And you return again...

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Yes you are perked, to get the choice
When I had none
I whimpered to that corner bhai
I was screeching and sobbing
Why, so that my dreams don't stop
Why my freedom was scrapped
Why, spite of your long epchos proved your wrongdoings
Still Maa paa cut off my feathers
Why there words stiffles me
Why sweetness is coated in this fake world
I ask you bhai!
Tell me
Why?

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Just don't...
Read the caption..

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Engagement

Your left hand
Fingers are mend
Aren't you cheerful
Akin to me because I am blissful
Are you regretting it
Please!
Don't find my hands a flith
I want to beam today in the twinkling light
I want to anguish the reason for your plight
Please!
Don't do straight a regret
For once belive me and let me be your mate

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Maybe because you are bizzarely in there memory
Because you want to summon them to give you facade of love
Maybe because for you, there words of colour acts as unavoidable wildfire making your heart skip a beat again
Maybe because you are
"DEEPLY CRAVED"
In there memory

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Ohh
Crap...
It sucks me all around
But still I want to be in pale yellow pages
#Biblophili

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She was stripling in her teens
Lofting in fervour
Nope, I wasn't in my juvenile age
I knew, I was just using her ply of layers to satisfy my false ecstasy
I knew she was just another bimbo to me
I knew why was she all doll up
I took her to melancholy illusion world
I wanted to get laid with her
I accepted in front of her after our intercourse
I publicly proclaimed her as a whore
She accepted all the names, taunt with a smile
It's 18 years passed away
I don't know where she is
Yesterday my daughter was going on her first date with a boy who is just pretenious to her
And then guilt and regret is pulling me
I don't know my karma gonna linger me around

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What a mockery to death
In shrines of goddess
Even tomb look enchanting
There's no baffled grievances,
but just Pacific silence
.....@Maatijyo...

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