सारी जिंदगी,
बस एक ही काम सलीके से किया है मैंने
'इंतज़ार...'
खुद के वक़्त के आने का इंतज़ार
इंतज़ार किसी के वापस आने का
इंतज़ार;
जब मुझे भी इंसान समझा जायेगा,
इंतज़ार, जब बिना कहे बस कोई एक बार
मेरे मन की बात समझ पायेगा ;
इंतज़ार, जब मेरी खामोशी को
मेरी कठोरता, मेरा स्वार्थ नहीं समझा जाएगा......
इंतज़ार, के मेरी आँखों के आसुओं की भी कीमत होगी,
इंतज़ार कि कभी सच में किसी को बस मेरी चाहत होगी;
मालूम नहीं है मुझे,
ये मेरा इंतज़ार पहले ख़त्म होगा या मैं....-
Just write to express...
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When nobody holded my hand,
I just got a... read more
एक ये ख्वाहिश,
कि कोई ज़ख्म ना देखे दिल का;
एक ये हसरत के कोई मरहम हो जाये.....-
Leaving my safe space-
Leaving that room was a perfect dilemma
I was suppose to be happy,
As I was leaving it,
Probably for forever, but it hurted
It hurted like something has been teared apart.
I lived in that room and it lived with me-
My happiness to my sorrows,
My laughs to my frown,
My perfect pose to my dancing like a clown
It has seen it all;
please read caption...
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एक ख्वाब के सहारे जिंदा थे
अब आँख खुली है तो मातम सा मंज़र है,
किसको कहें अपना क़ातिल अग्नि
ख़ुदी के हाथ में कत्ल-ए-खंजर है!-
कुछ फ़साने ऐसे भी हैं
जो सिर्फ़ मैं कहूँ और तुम सुनो,
कि जो दुनिया ने सुना,
तो मुझे पागल करार देगी।।-
एक उम्र गुज़ारी है,
एक उम्र अभी बाकी है;
जी रहें हैं तेरी खुशबु के साथ,
तेरे एहसास के बिना जीना अभी बाकी है .....
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What if I am crazy,
What if am insane,
What if I am loud,
How does it causes,
anyone's annoyance?
Being crazy isn't pathetic,
Being loud isn't crime,
Being insane is the new sanity,
And it shouldn't concern anybody
And what if;
Their concern doesn't bother me.....
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I never said, and will never say
that she is dead.
She has just gone away
with smiling face and waving hands!!
In my last memory of hers,
she was still smiling;
Rather had I knew,
that was my last chance to see her,
to talk with her and to hug her....
I have always kept her in my heart and soul,
And with a heavy heart I am guilty of not understanding her...
Perhaps I would have saved her!
She remains around me as air and light,
Blessing her stupid daughter,
making her a better person every day.
The only thing missing is you "MAA" for me being happier to the happiest......-