Nothing can help me out from hating my parents. Rude, authoritative, domineering, rules, lecture, regulations, there is no emotion, only mechanical approach. I cannot withstand this relationship. Waiting for money and will shift soon, the only hope to survive.

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Peer pressure is a real thing. Kabhi socha nhi tha ki logo ko dekhkar mein bhi iss chakkar mein par jaungi. Actually I never had any attachment to anybody in a romantic perspective nor do I have any will to be in that way. But by seeing people around me being lubbydubby and their vibrant emotions subconsciously pokes me to enter into a relationship. But there is no profit for me because I don't want to share my emotions with anyone. Let's see how I tackle this tussle.

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I wonder, if I get married and my partner is the replica of my father what will be the fate of my children? This toxic parenting is making me more focused on partner, marriage than on career. I understand you all children of toxic parents. And I will soon leave this drama. Hope for the best.

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Gyan dena itna achcha lagta hain. Gyan dene ke liye baat karni padti hain. And I suck while communicating. Yeh kab thik hoga!

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What am I doing! No growth. Stuck in my thoughts. Thinking over the same fact again and again. Come on. Move on. Atleast have some pity on yourself. Till date you are behind everybody. Run and win the race. Most importantly growwww

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Everything is well. Having friends. Talking to people. Laughing out load. But losing my self respect. I wonder if I turn into my true self will I be ignored. The attention after a long time can't be compromised even with my self esteem.

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It's story telling time....
So I had an attraction for a boy at first glance in my college. I didn't approach and neither did I wanted to show any interest towards him. And side by fresher's day was coming. I participated in singing. I went to the seniors for musicians, and they literally didn't show any coperation. So I went to my friends searching for guitarists. And guess what..... that boy is a guitarist (lalala) and I approached him to play for my songs. We did it. Fresher's day ended well. So the conlusion is earth is round, everything gets joined by dots, universe grants you hints and you have to take the bait and loose yourself.

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Talent fades away and only hardwork persists

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In search of connection,friendship I am loosing my assertiveness. Need to keep myself above all. I should be the first one than you.

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Never knew that I had fetish for those sleek waist, broad shoulders, tall men. Damn, adulthood is adulthooding.

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