Less Drama, More Happy!

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Once a shit, always a shit

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My eyes are heavy, I think of you. Your smell, your touch, your breath...intoxicated with all that you are.

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What I need is quiet, no sound, not even your voice...if I could shout, "Shut The Fuck Up!" and have the world listen, I would. I need peace, nothing else...

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In the end, it was the dance in his eyes and his carefree smile that set her heart on fire...

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Blah...blah...blah, I love you...is all you need to hear

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That feeling in the pit of your stomach when you realize what he said, how he acted, wasn't ok. There. Is. Something. Wrong. This isn't right. You have been here before. How do you react? I slowly let it sink in and the pain is numbing...

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I don't like the immaturity, the arrogance, the lack of integrity...I want something more and deserve it.

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Tv is on in the background as I struggle to concentrate on it's sound. It comforts me as my mind twists and turns from my drunken state. I think of you and how you turned on the tv for me after our wild night, held my hair away from my face and softly stroked my back.

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There is so much I want to say, but the words don't come. They are lost, intertwined with thoughts of you, us. A ping of pain goes through me. I remain silent.

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