એક કાળ ખંડ માં ક્યાંક ઓઝલ થઇ જવું તારું
અને અચાનક થી મારી આંખો નો સૂરજ થઇ જવું તારું
એક પળ માટે જાણે તો હું તને ઓળખતો જ ન હતો
અને અચાનક થી મારી કવિતા નો મર્મભેદ થઈ જવું તારું
એક મૃગજળ જેવું અસ્તિત્વ હતું તારા હૃદય નું
અને અચાનક થી એક વિશાળ દરિયો થઈ જવું તારું
એક કોયડા જેવો હું જે ક્યારેય ઉકેલી જ ન શકાય
અને અચાનક થી મારો જવાબ થઈ જવું તારું
એક સોય ના કાણા જેટલા જીવન માં જાહલ નો દોરો કેમનો પરોવાય
પણ અચાનક થી મારી હૃદય વેદનાને સાંધી દે એ દોરો થઈ જવું તારું-
Main: @bnwjaydev
nothing frustrates me more
than erasing the words i write, just because i thought they wouldn't make sense. it's almost funny, because when i read every erased sentence in my head, i realise how i have used the same thing in a different manner, so that it falls into the definition of 'sensible' to me. that's how we function, don't we? we want everything to make sense. but this time 'round, i'm just going to write, without it making sense to me, or to the world. i'm gonna pen down what comes to me. because the shore cannot reach the wave, the wave has to reach to the shore. this time 'round i know, that with every erased letter, something inside me, will die.-
if you’re willing to go through
to sit through every emotion that you feel
then do it
don’t aimlessly think about how others would insist you to heal
it’s not important for a glass to be filled when it breaks
the fact of the matter is that it broke and while it did, the pieces
they went directionless without knowing how or when would they be fixed together
you do the same
stay scattered until you feel gathered
your thoughts, your sentiments
are not for people to define and decide for you
you choose your own time to heal
but, do not find comfort within your pain-
your heart
tied to a string of love
in motion
hypnotized me
and i saw
only what you wanted
me to see
oh how deceiving you were!-
she is something i still long for
a part of my heart still beating
she exists in the back of my mind
the one that has still kept me breathing-
he loved black
and there she was
all burnt up in love
but then he touched her
(without using his hands)-
walking down the streets of this town
my eyes fell on you
hands intertwined with someone else
my heart broke in two
just like the winter night’s darkest sky
my heart turned blue
but i somehow managed to pick it up
from where you threw-
we had a love story
one with a beautiful surface
but as we turned the pages
it closed as a casket-
i was sliding down into the ocean of tears
i was drowning in the darkest of my fears
and then you came
i sank-