Heaven's Shower

This little heart filled with love
waiting for heaven's shower to
accompany in her cry.
She didn't want the world to listen her pain because
she needs to share never ending affections.
She wants her sorrows kept hidden from universe and heal in silence.
Waiting for heaven's shower because she feels blue in her heart.

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When I started thinking about my finish line, "death".
Scary right! Why?
Ever cross these thoughts when your soul leaves the body,
Will you be able to see this beautiful world again?
Will you be able to tell your beloved ones how much you love them?
Will you be able to spend all the money you've earned?
Everything will remain, your soul your body is ticking, every single breath of yours is taking closer to your finish line.
Will you still take your time for granted?

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Ever realized when you cry until the pillow get soaked in tears, it's you who consoles to sleep because you have a great day tomorrow ?
Ever wondered how that coffee tastes wonderful which you've prepared with grace for yourself?
Ever thought when everyone was busy judging, hurting you, you've never stopped believing in yourself?
Dear Solitude,
Remember, not everyone is lucky enough to know themselves, accept their flaws and embrace their abilities.
- Saikhom Jaya

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This world is going crazy for happiness, chasing happiness, fighting for happiness..
Do you have the same response to your sadness too?
Or, you don't wanna face it
Or, you don't even wanna think about it
Or, simply you are just afraid of it
Because I do!!
Sometimes, I just wanna run away from everything like you
But, don't you feel there's nothing wrong being sad?
Isn't it better to feel the pain in order to get over it completely rather than doing something that gives you temporary happiness?

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The last Few Hours, 2021

Just like before, this year has also brought lot of things, experiences at a very slow pace....

The wisdom of loving myself,
Accepting and considering the diversity of this world,
Understanding everything in a tiny bit deeper than before,
Strengthening my conscious power a little bit more,
Leveling up my mental and emotional maturity,
Exploring different items on life's menu, like exploring seven beautiful souls....

"Everything was worthwhile"

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Stop correcting people who are not ready to accept their mistakes.
Stop worrying about the people who don't wanna change.
Stop investing your energy on proving yourself right, when the other person doesn't know how to respect people.
Be it your friends, family, partner.
Instead, let's pray for their prosperity without their notice, this will keep your "mind at peace, thoughts at the right place".

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haven't taken lots of stress, and the word "depression" doesn't feel depressing anymore.

It's been a year since I have been filtering my thoughts, situations and keeping a clean "circle" around me.

It's been a year since I have been focusing on my growth and prosperity for which I never feel "apologetic".

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Not getting anxious about what will happen next and not getting depressed because of painful past.

If you think consciously, "you are living in a heaven", and that's the ultimate true joy in life.

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The reason why you landed up in this platform, you know it well!
I know it too, it's to remind me and you the ultimate purpose of our lives that somehow lost in an endless sea of chaos.
Do you think we live forever? Do you also take your life for granted?
Because I do, sometimes i completely lost myself.
I write when I'm lost, i write when I'm happy to remind me who am I !

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