You don't want to impress others,
To feel yourself,
You need to feel yourself,
To impress others.

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Sometimes I act like a pit,
Drag you deep down,
Make you see my negative side,
Make you hate me,
Which makes me to hate myself too,
Still,
I made you see the negative world,
With my action and words at instant...

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Truth,

Truth is like Forest Fire,
It hits hard,
Burns you down,
Leaves you with morals and Ethics,
Leaves you with burns and scald,
Morals and Ethics for Life,
When you heal from burns,
When you realize,
You see only Ashes,
You see only memories...

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Leaving behind those memories,
Leaving behind those sadness,
Leaving every negative things behind me,
I left everything there,
In a black garbage cover,
I turned back,
To see those positive feeders,
But I saw those empty land,
With a empty mind,
Starring at the black garbage bag...

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To brighten those glittering Teeth,
I need some light,
To show those eyes tearing Tears,
I need some light,
To enjoy those dark night sky,
With my eyes,
I need some glowing moon and,
And some twinkling stars there,
To show my dramatic face,
With those dark backgrounds,
I need some light,
To clear my path from darkness,
I need some lights...

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I gave,
Between give and gave,
I struggled,
I gave a lot without limit,
Now I wish to give,
But left with empty hands,
Empty hands with empty emotions...

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In the dark blue Sky,
With the bright glowing moon,
And the shattered twinkling stars,
I left my thoughts somewhere,
Somewhere, where there's No one,
Somehow my eyes started to shower,
Shower with flood of tears,
Pillow and bedsheet tried to wipe it,
Wet bedsheet and pillow tried it's best,
But still,
My heart felt like rock with no water...

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Sometimes,
I wish to, stay here,
Sometimes,
I wish to, stay there,
Sometimes,
I wish to, not to be anywhere,
Sometimes
I wish to be in heaven,
Sometimes,
I wish to be in hell,
Sometimes, I wish to have,
Have a Piece of Peace of mind...

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I poured words,
That I can't take again,
I broke a heart,
That I can't fix again,
I slipped down,
I got physical pain,
Thinking how mentally I hurt you...

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Throw me,
In a deep blue Sea,
Where I can see no light,
Where I can see darkness,
Where I can see no hope,
Where I can struggle to breathe,
Where I can see more fish,
Some I can eat,
While some can eat me,
Throw me down deep alone,
Alone, tying your hard rock of love...

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