I'm not afraid of DYING, but I'm afraid of LIVING the rest of my life with the burden of unforgettable & unforgivable SINS on my chest, that are seeking DEATH. I'm not a coward, that I'm waiting for the death ( I'm not wanting it ) but I'm truthfully HONEST to myself & to the GOD, that I accept what I've done is unforgivable.But it's unbearable for me.& (it's better to die than to live in the knowledge that you’ve done something that needs forgiveness.Every day, every morning, when I open my eyes. I see all those faces, that I have disappointed infront of my eyes. Those I have betrayed. The ones I have hurt. By breaking the promises made to them.
What I've become, a monster? But an Evil.
An Evil, that accepts her evilness & her fate, that God will no longer show any mercy by granting her an early death.Because God always wanted her to be his Great child. God always wanted her to be his great fighter in the Battle of life for her loved ones but she failed because she lost her own fight with herself while standing in the midst of battle of life.An Endless Fight...
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Zindagi ka safar itna Khaufnaak raha
Ki maut ab haseen lagne laga hai..
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Tere jaane pe hum roye to na the..
Par phir kabhi muskuraye bhi na hai.-
Jab kisiko toot ke chaahoge..
Or wo hi tumhe toodke rakh de
Tab phir kisise dil joda nehi jaata!-
Wo jo humare jaan hua karta tha..
Kal raste me aanjaan ki tarha Gujar gaya..
Hum dekhte reh gaye..
Wo kisi or ka ho gaya...-
Benaam dhago me hum yu ulajhte gaye
Har mushkil jaise yuhi sulajhte gaye..
Rishta humra kuch duniya se pare hai, jaise sahi or galat ke aare hai..
Milenge nehi aisa takdeer me likha hai
Par ruh mil gaye aisa pyar ne kaha hai. ❤
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Ye jag khudgarj bara...
Main jag se haari hu!
Ye jag khudgarj bara...
Main naseeb da maari hu!-
Bepanah ishq ke badle...
Khitaab tune bewafaai ka diya..
Koi naah..
Qubul hai mujhe haar wo toufa tera..
Jo tune ishq me diya!🖤-