People say Karma is a boomerang..

Indeed, yes it is...

Why does life keep repeating itself the same everywhere?

The People!
Their Conduct!
Those Circumstances!

Why do things just look like a boomerang?
Why does it have to look like a circle?

Yes it's a bommerang where I am stuck with me repeating the first whole half of the video..
Yes it's a circle where I stand at half of the hemisphere in the other side of the world..
Yes, it does not look like I have completed a full circle to start over a new boomerang with the karma..

I stand before mirror!

Ripped into pieces!!

With emptyness!!!

Hoping I would complete the circle with a new boat and looking for a shore that's never been built!!!

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The sufferings I managed you to change from a stonehearted to little bit sensitive,
The plans that I made for you to look more like other people,
The informal chats that way made our phones hang,
Making u to believe things when ur trust issues come out of nowhere

Standing before the mirror,
I look back now how stupid I was
I get ripped.

- Jai shalini

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This time,
I should not settle down for what they say,
Yes, you bastard,
Don't settle down.
Say no to things that you dislike.
Blurt it out. Blurt what your heart speaks.
Wait, Hearts don't speak.

But they do have the ability to think.
Okay, then tell them that your heart didnt agree to them.
Tell them you have a different opinion.
That you always had had a different opinion of theirs.
Tell them how you are
Tell them what you like
Tell them that this is not you!!!

Everytime,
Then and now,
I try to come out of the walls that I have created myself,

Everytime,
I get up all dressed hoping, it would be a pleasure
but who knows that it would be a vaginal tear as its my first time..

I am scared.
I fear to speak out.
I know that it would be dark to stay inside the walls.
But whenever I try to dig a hole,
I am afraid of those arrows that will come straight into my eyes all the way through the hole.
Yes, same as the regrets after the physical pleasure.

So,
Again,

I have started to nod, agree and settle down.

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The silent scream!!!!
(Full text in the caption)

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God's creatures also have some imperfections....


Oh crap!!!!!!!
Girls, Even it looks too awkward, look at there.... Look at there.
To those guys: So you are coming up, then i am going down for the first time...
So, you feel shit now..
Hey you, you only look at me when i have a part of a body that is way too different from others. Otherwise keep your eyes shut and mind your business!!!

Let him know that seeing those things would create the same impact upon
when we see theirs....

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I unpack here..

This feeling of letting everything down deep fills me with complete desolation..

This unsaid tale of woe always reminds me that quitting is not that much wrong..

I donno that despair would lead me this much far enough...

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To one who
feels apart but is
actually not!! ....
(In caption)

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When people remind me
the "old" me,

It looks terrible to see
the "new" me.
And you just act normal undergoing a walk through an intense reddish hell, a more slower oxidative process...

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Though he had known me for long time, he wagged his tail for the first time...

"Why did she leave you?", he asked me curiously...
"What? Neither of us left", I replied...
"Then is that the girl who had newly entered ended up ruining over?", he asked..
"Certainly not. My friend is not the kind who leaves down people for the new ones and She is your owner but treats you like her younger brother.U should have known it. Don't talk like this again", I left angrily...
He knows very well about his owner but he just checked upon his sister's friend if the things had remained same!!!
Wagging his tail, he continued his attrocities of biting the slippers and stealing the blanket...

He still anticipated...

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iT's bEttEr..!!
iT's mUcH bEttEr!!
iN yOuR oWn iNtiMaCy!!
LiKe tHe sUfFeRiNgS oF a cATePillAr!


iT's mUcH mOrE bEttEr tO bE liKe a hOlE iN tHe cOrNeR!!
tHaN cAmOuFlAgInG liKe a bUttErfLy...

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