I travelled across borders in search of you
I found myself in the middle of nowhere
I saw curious eyes starring at me, not to understand me or befriend me
But because it's easy to guess that I reached where they aspire to be and then came back to live their lives
I knocked on your door in self doubt
You stood there huge and majestic
I felt smaller
In search of myself, I lost myself even more
Instead of answering my questions you gave me more questions to ponder upon
I understand that journey is more important than the destination, but I wonder if this journey is worth undertaking
I feel scared but brave
I feel small but big
I feel underconfident but committed
I feel confused but sorted
I feel anxious but at the end of the day peaceful!
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