The door creaked open revealing a secret I never expected.
A murdered memory sprang back into life. It had to buried alive when it was rather full of life, expectations and desires. The fight between the one suffering and non-accepting and understanding significant other smothered the remaining life too.
Opening this door of sanity, made me realise the world does not always conspire but sometimes asks for some courage and effort show to gauge your determination to achieve the feat.
This lesson reaches you only when you are willing to open this 'realisation' door. Though it requires either of ample bad experience or a good life teacher to understand this but once acknowleged, you will unapologetically bounce back away from the distressed misery of being betrayed by the world-
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'You won't stay
& I don't want to let you go..
Just an attempt to buy
some more of your time.'-
वादा लिया था तुमसे जब अपनाया था तुम्हें,
जब रिश्ता ही काल्पनिक जान पड़ रहा है..
कैसे ही तुमसे रिश्ता निभने की उम्मीद
कर ली मैंने?
सुना था सच कड़वा होता है मगर
छूटे प्यार की कड़वाहट से तुलना
कभी की है किसीने?-
ढूंढ नहीं पाए जिनके जवाब..
समां गलत था ये नही समझ पाए
कसूरवार नादान दिल को ठहरा दिए..-
he paints the whole town red.
The world gives him names
but he smiles at them.
The world awaits him
but he loses track of time.
He has no complains but
owns patience multiplied..
even when it is
mountains of sacrifice
for a glimpse of his beloved!
-
witnessing the
unfulfilled desires
of self,
getting accomplished
by others..-
अब नहीं थिरकता..
वो रुक गया वही
जहां तक साथ तुम्हारा था।
अब तो बस दिमाग
को काम पर लगाया है..
जो हर कदम अब बूझ परखकर रखता है
जहां पहले कभी नहीं पहरा था।
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