My Life Is Monochrome

I see things in black and white,
They are either wrong or right.
The nights are cold and days are too bright,
And everything is colourless in my sight.

My life is dull where colours have faded,
My mind is numb and thoughts are naked.
Here lies the truth and it is hated.
I was without the spectrum yet i waited.

Accompanied by this repetitive music that brings me sorrow,
Making me look for happiness to borrow.
To be honest it's all an excuse to hide my aimlessness, Just a FACADE to blame it on the world when I'm no better than a rotting fruit.

" DYING YET NOT DEAD "

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Honest Heart

You came playing the harmonious melody,
I hide it but my heart always tells on me.
Why it betrays me to make you smile,
Though I keep on reminding him to not act vile.
But as soon as it speaks truth comes out,
It sings in your praises, not listening to my shouts.
I know it's innocent and will never quit,
So you tell me what do I do about it?

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I HATE YOU

Why does everything makes sense, everything you said,
Why do you keep dancing in my messed up head.
Why do you come up with thing that makes me fall,
I like my name but i love it when it's you that call.
Why do my heart skips beats around you,
Why do i crave your hug, yes i do.
Why being around you feels like a crime,
Is it because i hate you enough to make me rhyme.

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WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE

A night that makes me feel alive,
A presence that makes me thrive,
Igniting the will to live for tomorrow,
Buring the pain, loneliness and sorrow.
Blooming flowers and flying dove,
You feel it all when you fall in love.

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Dreamy Girl

There is a girl who loves to pout,
She is timid doesn't screams or shouts.
She is lovely, shy and sometimes keen,
She smiles like an angel scolds like a queen.

She laughs she cries and even frown,
She is queen by heart, she needs no crown.
She lives her life while dreaming of skies,
I hope she stays the same and her dream never dies.

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Killing A Dream

I moved my hands and shaked my hip,
Stomped my legs and raised my tip.
Listening to music not missing a chance,
I was living because I loved to dance.

Not everyone who watched me was amazed and impressed,
They couldn't see my love no matter how much I expressed.
Taunting me to watch the length of my hair,
I look so indecent was all they care.

While I practice, grow and nurture,
My family thought I had no future.
Making me feel useless and mad,
Like a raw fruit gone bad.

Taunt after taunt and poke after poke,
Slowly but surely those made me choke.
I was slowly dying but couldn't scream,
And that's how society killed my dream.

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TIMES STOPS AND LIFE STAYS STILL,
WITH TIRED HEART AND A VOID TO FILL.
BEING DEAF TO THE SOUND OF LIFE,
LOSING THE WILL TO GROW AND THRIVE.
SEEING THE SHADOW OF DEATH,
HEART TREMBLES AND STOPS THE BREATH.

THESE DAYS I SUDDENLY FEEL ALONE,
CURSING THE DAY I WAS BORN
FORGETTING TO LAUGH , CRY AND SCREAM,
NOTHING MAKES SENSE LIKE IT'S ALL A DREAM.
LIVING IN A NEVER ENDING STATE OF COMA,
WITH FEAR, HEARTBREAKS AND TRAUMA.

" I DIE EVERYDAY "

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I'll be happy and I'll be strong,
I'll be brave so nothing goes wrong.
I'll hold my head high staying sane,
Waiting for the time until we meet again.

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It was dark it was loud and a rainy night,
The day I was born was a thunderous sight.
I was small so my mother held me tight,
Time passed by and I grew up bright,
Playing and smiling it was a delight.

Every year on 4th of July I blew the candles light,
Wishing for candies, toys and sweet delight.
Its was a Fantasy as I was in spotlight,
Where everyone was a peasant and I was a knight.

Year passed and it faded the humble belight,
Everyone became greedy no one was poilte.
Now I feel so puny, feeble and fragile,
I'm all empty have nothing to give nothing to write.

The day is again thunderous like that night,
So I'm blowing the candles wishing for light.

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BlackGoblin

Yes I'm ugly and too hidious to see,
A being people curse at , even though they don't know me,
Yet caging me like a bird , never letting me free.

Suffering, pain and betrayal is all I know,
I'm exiled as a human and thrown so low,
Because I dare to question these morals that won't let me grow.

In a world where no one's calm to explain,
Hunting every moment possible to yell and blame,
Still I stand strong not being stepped on in this game.

Yes I'm hideous and burdened with sin,
Yet I'll rise up against all odds because
' I'm BlackGoblin '.

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