Dear Allah,
I know I m the sinner, i didn't obey your instructions. But i know you are the most merciful. At the same time i should not take your mercy for granted. You are the most supreme and love your slave beyond everything. On our worst day You call Your salves who disobey you continuously "ya Abdi" o my beloved servant.
I don't know ya rabb, but you know everything about my emotions for saalim. How much i love him. How much i want to be with him against all the odds. But it was not in my destiny. I am absolutely with heavy heart okay with it.
I love him but i love you beyond everything.
Perhaps in this world we might not make out see eachother. But i request you to make us meet in your lofty Jannah where I could see the man I loved for the first time without even seeing a glimpse of him..
I know you are most merciful and your rahma encompasses everything and we both are your slave. In jannah none of the wishes remain unfulfilled. But i dont know if my longing will be same as right now. But i want to see him there in your majestic world..
Aameen ya rabbul alameen

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...and she ran and ran and ran until the coolness of the oceanic breeze was no more.
The bare foot on the barren land paused until the sole was soiled and boiled.
Confused and frightened she turned back.
He was seen standing far.
The scorching sun burnt her.
And then she ran towards him to get wrapped into his arms.
With every treading steps he moved back and back and back.
Eyes filled with tears, hope and emotions
She called him but he turned deaf to those pleading and begging voice
She kept on running towards him, until she fell on the heated sand.
With eyes partially closed, sun burning on her, she could see his retreating body making a way away from her.
While she lay there lifeless, clueless and abandoned in the desert of lost hope.

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I write, not to make things right,
But i write, to convince myself it was never meant to be right.
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I write not to be flushed by the wave of relief
But i write to see how black and blue compliment the bloody red.
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I write, not because i want to be a writer
But i write, because the pages are the better secret keepers than the humans.
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I write, not only for the emotions to flow on it
but i write, beliving, to laugh and cry seeing the withered and yellowish scrunched pages, when things will be right.

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#SaveIyad
Your voice matters
Don't think that your voice won't reach for his justice. It will. Because every voice matters.
Unfortunately, if not in the court of this duniya then definitely in the court of Allah.
Please, use the hashtag SaveIyad and let the world know that Muslim Ummah stands with him.
Whatsoever has happened had been brutal. But don't make the brutality be ignored by us.
#SaveIyad
#FreePalestine

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No matter what the problem is,
No matter how many doors are closed for you
Always have tawakkul
Because when you ask to Allah, you are asking to the same Lord who made the sweltering heat calm and cool for Ibrahim (As), spilt the sea and paved the path for Musa( As), rescued from the depth and darkness of ocean and belly of the fish to Yunus (As), saved from the well and brought back to his father even after decades to Yusuf (As).
He is the Rabb of miracles.
Don't ever let this thought cross your mind that He is not listening. He listens. And He is the best of listeners.
He knows what we want, but He gave us the ability to ask Him so that we may know the sweetness of talking to Him.

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When two people loved each other for the sake of Allah, for their religion and deen
And were not destined for togetherness and still prayed for each other's Happiness, Contentment, Desires, Akhirah and Duniya.
Trust me, no love could be more pious and real than this.

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Its not wrong to love before marriage but make it halal.
Sometimes, things may not work the way you wanted but remember, the foldings may get unfolded in due span.
Until then
Pray and Trust because miracles happen everyday.

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You know what's the best thing of islam?
Its a religion of forgiveness, mercy, hope.

Forgiveness, till the last breath no matter how much and major sins have been piled up.
Mercy, endlessly till the day of judgement.
Hope, even after Allah's verdict of Hell as final destination.

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Sabr isn't easy,
It chokes you. Obliterate you. Consumes you.
But, behind the closed eyes, you will find Allah is comforting you.
Because He already assembled you before you were shattered.

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Ya Allah, I pray my husband be first Your's than mine
And I be first Your's than His.
Together we talk about you.
3 a.m be our favorite part of the day cycle.
When we see the beauty of the world, we feel how majestically beautiful You are
When our eyes laden upon the mountain, we praise the speck of accumulation which You assembled to convert into its being.
When we see the ocean, we praise the tiny droplets of which the humungous body made.
When we see the humans, we praise how from a single cell You formed a praiseworthy creature.
We see You in everything.
We feel You in every touch.
We glorify You with the every nerves we have.
We die for You on Your path.

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