left it's mark
Remarkable,
irresistible and
invisible
Seldom in lipsticks and hickie
Often in XOXO on letters.

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I'm not myself
It feels so damn disappointing
But let's be real, ain't no excuse
Imma just show up and that's it
I can't be like this and honestly
I don't find no fun in it
It's just phase
No!
It's my fault
Yeah!
I'm built different
No!
I'll make a difference
Yeah!
It's all for a reason ain't nobody can relate
It's not for the people or praise
It's all for me trynna be great
while am alive and also late
There's some things I fear to face
More than I fear of losing
what I love and would never be replaced.

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Hear me out before I hide my hurt
Then, you'll only listen nothing but what could ease your pain.

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And that pain in my heart got permanent.

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Tu karna yaad apne waqt pe
Wo guzra waqt tha, k dono bewaqt
bhi yaad kar liya the karte.

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rarely;
like when I can no more keep it in myself.
In your eyes alone if I dive,
it’ll take lifetime to pen down everything I see.

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I still trust people but don’t expect
I still forgive people but do not tolerate
I still believe people but not just words alone
I understand reasons but lie me once and
You wouldn’t get another reason to lie.
In short you lose me.
Sorry folks!
That’s not even how I wanted to be.

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My heart started to heal in the hurt;
when it became clear to me that it won’t end.
It’ll never stop. The more space you’ll give to it,
the more space it’ll take.
People won’t change. No matter what you do.
Slowly I’m getting comfortable in this pain and process. In this process of pain probably.

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Kill me a thousand times and you’ll still find me caring.

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My dad may be is the most careless father I’ve ever met.
He’s concerned but not caring; enough. He is just concerned not caring.

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