Thr september of tears
The september of pain
The september of rains
Unending, unceasing unrelenting
The grey skies cloud my horizon
The dampness now seeps in slowly
As the walls inside go green
Dripping with tears of the monsoons
Mixing with my own
My floors awash with emotions
As I tiptoe across the puddles
Pools of sadness sit still untouched
No ripples, no memories past
Nothing touching them cause
I fear the deluge that follows
As the walls of memories come crashing down
Dear September pass me by quietly
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I need to whisper these thoughts out
These thoughts that i carry inside me
Sometimes their sound grows louder
Drowning out my own
So i let them go
Write them and release them
Break their chains
Let them be ....-
Be the light
Show them the way
Be the house
Let them feel safe and warm
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Somedays are just too heavy
Somedays are just too dark
The proverbial clouds of darkness
Loom a little lower
Resting on me ever so light and yet so heavy
The dews of gloom dark and viscous
Settling on me
With every breath exhaled I absorbed it
Seeping in slowly, trickling inside
Mixing with my tears and all my fears
They sway to strange sad music
Dancing slowly dragging their tired feet
On these days that get too heavy
Just too heavy ....-
Scattered petals of promises past
Undone lay the bouquet withered
Rivers run sour overflowing
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I know I am late
May be I always am
But it takes time, it takes reflection
Outwards and inwards
To let the gravity of the feel sink in
Let it mix with the gurgling flow of blood
And then let it be felt, tasted
Let it make you think about what you feel
Let that feeling travel to your fingers
Let them slowly immerse in that flow
Feel the waters of thoughts
Running over them
The coldness, the wetness
The constant touch
Unceasing...
Like YQ ....
The soul bridge from feeling to writing
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