Mai kabhi Nazar utha ke nahi
dekhungi tujhe
Na hi teri taraf badhungi
Tu fir bhi mujhe aakar
gale nahi laga payega
Tu vahan hai
Kyu hai
Kisliye hai
Tu janta hai
Mai yahan hu
Kyu hu
Isliye hu
Tu janta hai-
The poeple who act like they have a big
Ego or whatever fucking Pride
But will be taking all the shit in the world
and be taken for granted by those
who are nothing less than shit
How pathetic are you?-
There are times when I really feel so cold
About my reality
It hits me differently
It's not that I don't long for your warmth
or for your hands in mine
But we live in two different worlds
Where I envy your reality and hate mine
People say "love conquers everything"
It's just a fantasy, a lie
Nothing can comfort a person who's dying
inside each and every moment to live, to survive
So, even I look at you today
I will smile and just leave
Because my pride is much more important to me
than my love for you-
I don't know about today
But the love i knew was always about
Looking at each other everytime
Feels like looking at each other for the first time
-
So, there are times when I feel
I don't belong here
I feel so left out and all weird
Watching people moving forward with time
Staring at their backs
Sulking, crying
I wonder "why am I the only one who's always stuck behind?"
Is it the time standing still
Or am I the only one who can't move at all
I think the rules are clear
The one who's left behind doesn't exist anymore
So, if you ever look at me and wonder
why am i standing all alone
It means i tried my best to be there where you are right now
And I am tired
I am all on my own
-
I am one of those people
who forgive for their own peace
But don't forget because I am not
your prop for your peace-
When people say they don't know how to apologise
It's actually they just don't want to apologise-
The thing I learned from people is
"Never expect anything from anyone"
Not even from your close ones-
Hum life ke aese stage pe hain jahan
Hum logon ko bhaad me bhejna afford karsakte hain but khud tootna afford nahi karsakte hain-