Pulling out my mistakes like a child unearthing grass,
Tugging at all the roots to dislodge it clean,
Dusting off the mud off my memory.
Continuing to pull haphazardly
Because now I just can't stop.
Only barely managing to pull the top half off in the rush.
Like a machine on low battery I keep at it,
Grabbing just air by the end.
I sit in the mess, motionless,
While reality kept walking farther away from me.
I wake up disoriented in my bed,
Body aching and eyes barely opening.
My thoughts took over me yet again.
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