My words, l abandoned them for the sake of stubbornness and they failed to pray to me in return. Fair play. But look at the weather today, flushing with fragments of cold breeze, pollen grains, spheres of rain, sparrows, dog's whiskers and everything that can be smashed against the windshield. I'm sitting on a government bench. A set of two wooden planks which could have been instead used to nail Jesus on the Church wall before he breaks free to free those men who don't cry when they are dragged by their long filthy hair to a cage. A giant shiwalik avatar and the sun behind me, a mango tree in front of me, and I want to spill the secret about everything. Like that hill is the fucked-up nose of a priest who wanted his blind son to smell the sky. Like your memories jingle inside those leaves and my shadow is a disfigured chlorophyll beneath that tree. My creation is in your fall. 200 metres away in an empty playfield, a child on his own, bends down to tie his red shoes. To die eight times and still discard human loneliness...what a tragic coward cat is. Sorry, l must go now. Okay? Convince me that rain falling down and my father sleeping on the terrace are two different things.
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