He will be your Knight in the shining armor. He will tell you that you are the only beautiful woman in the world. He'll never let you check your scars, He might tell you that he'll get the moon for you, just to make you smile. He might not tell you the fights he fought for you and the shield he's trying to be for you. He will hide you from the world in his arms So it can't give you any harm.
A better man would protect you with all those lies, but I am not that man. So I will leave you with the burden of bitter Truth that no one would like to believe.
Dying is easy you may find peace because you are gone.
But watching all of your loved ones dying while you need to be alive in this Cruel reality for the rest of your life is a Curse that gonna kill you every day.
If you think it will somehow heal you by distracting from normal routine or to find answers of life out there.
Traveling itself is an answer, it teaches you how to keep moving, how not to be permanent but still stable mentally, then you'll realize everything that's out there in nature, rivers, oceans, diversity in different cultures is so beautiful.