in depths of heart and mind
we find emotions mingled with agony and hope
secluded on the grounds of moral clay
a desire remains to burn away the shakles of truth and lies
to become familiar with a seamless idea of nothingness
where you resonate with the most primal being
a state where you are timeless and ageless
an ending where you are done with the journey of cycles.

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The hypocrisy of being human, the constant tug between solitude and company, the desire to love so desperately and simultaneously be detached from it all, of wanting everything and wanting nothing at all.

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i do not believe in people who say that they are powerless,without gifts,that they are uncared, weak..
i truly wish if they could understand a very simple fact about themselves.. that afters aeons of survival and centuries of bloodwars.. its their bloodline thats still alive.. accepting weakness would be a shame for the pride of yours forefathers who went through all the hardship and destruction and still had the will to keep there legacy alive through you.. you have their blood in you their genetics, their memory, its only because you haven t made efforts bring out that hunger for survival, for being a beast, for perfection.

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without knowing our boundaries of perceptions,
we are but mere beings of ridiculous thoughts
filled with mongerings for beliefs of self
tirelessly trying to compile things that are non existant
in this perpetual world of dual reality
doomed to let the very pillars of awakening
get lost in the utmost bliss of darkness

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Whats so hidden about the melody scores
and a glass of icy tingling wine
luring in this tempestuous air of frivolous ectasy
blazing lights and glarings sights
smitten by shame and smearing sighs
every once in a while but by choice
untriggered but stuck by this sting of love
so frenzy yet so fine...
clinging onto my veins like some instilled divine

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blown by winds of faith,
i reserve my deepest secrets with keys only to one
still barely walking on this crooked wheel of hope
i sympathize at my wary terms of life and thought
pondering over that uncertain master
pulling strings since time unknown
i ever wonder to be in that partcular realm
where demons and men share a road,
and strange dark mysteries reveal themselves as history of truth,
where god is in mind and devil are in books,
such a world which is run by crooks.

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In depths of mind
where i find you free
caught up in phrases of love
that are outworldy to me
i favour your path
for mine's so dark
i rise up like a demonic king
in your palace so white
full of angels so bright
we create a world of mens like knight
and womens with might
to look upon an era of adventure and fight

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Walking along the rigid road so uneven and wild,
lost among the mountains,
a soul no where to be found,
a shrill that frightens the ears every now and then,
in search of an old forgotten tree,
ancient and ambigous,
a symbol of mysticsm and rural entities,
for wishes are yet to be heard and explored,
to rest upon this mighty dream.

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i cherish the words that pour from your lips
like rain thats sweet to the tongue
wrapped in feelings that i haven t felt before
i imagine tomorrows unlike never before
laden with dew of sprinkled hues
bringhtening the frames of the on looking world
i dream of beginings that never find an end
even among these chaotic trends
i hope that smile never looses its warmth untill my eyes have light
i wish that all that i have come to believe still a finds a way to linger on and never loose sight,
untill this body remains and fails to be dust.

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Step by step we move to the bright stars,
Redeeming on the horizon like clusters of skies,
Pressing on the smiles for the pain to fade by,
Little by little we gather our wits to say goodbyes,
For time we spend together,pranks we play together,
Get scattered in dimensions of time,
Cherished by those ageless eyes,at the very gates of death,
When you finally view the world from a different perspective,
Where there's no friend no enemy,
All struggling to gain a proper thinking towards people,towards the world,
Confused minds,
Striving for another day to pass by peacefully..


- Himanshu Patel

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