Entering a new year, I know there's a lot I need to work on,
I've been created for a purpose, the reason I was born.
Put me in a crowd, and you'll know I'm still alone,
That's because I stand out, and running solo is how I've grown.
We all carry a lot of suppressed emotions in our minds that refuse to surface,
And when they begin to surface, it's a web getting us all anxious and nervous.
I'm on my knees praying for God to align me with his purpose.
There is so much baggage trapped inside me in surplus.
The thought process gets overwhelming when it goes around in circles.
But I believe and declare that through God's strength, I'll make it through the hurdles.
Everything I've been through has only made me stronger,
It is God who makes me more than a conqueror.
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You go miles for people who won't even walk around the block,
Like time that's broken but you stay fixing the clock
What's love that forces you to keep reality in lock
When you have to face it, you act in absolute shock
You saw it all along, but believing the lie seemed easier
Prison without windows, still hoping it gets breezier
I see a lot of quotes holding the same message on socials
It's either love or heartbreak that's screaming vocals
People scroll through these and get encouraged
Search for more fleeting cures but never get nourished
Remember the beauty in acknowledging what goes on within
You can handle it as long as you stay true to your skin
It's not the defeated things but your mind that wants control
After all you've been through, let there be peace for your soul-
Don't tell me you know me when I don't know who I am
Been sad lately like i'm stuck in this constant exam
Success to you is just rainbows and glam
I take out time and sit with my fam
They open up to me and tell me it's all part of the plan
My words bleed every time I give my brain a scan
Money and fame hold nothing, it's all a f****** scam
Yeah, I use to hate salt and loved the sugar coating
but you can't drown the truth its always floating
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The top three highlights of my life
Headache
Insomnia
Self inflicted crisis
Not even going to copyright this because
Oh well✍💭🤍💜-