~ Reminiscence ~

I bethink how my innervations:
Ran through my veins,
Into my lovefelt mind
And made my heart skip a beat;
How butterflies I knew not much about,
Skimmed around in my stomach,
The moment a glance of you
Besoughted my mind;
Like a voice that enshrined
And filled every last hollowness:
With a momentary stream of fidelity;
That has all been perished:
As i tend to find them now.

I recall how the colours of the rainbow,
Reminds me of you;
How the glitz of stars reminded me,
Of the promises we gave each other:
To be together till death do us part,
Now I see no colour in the sky,
The rainbow has ashened,
The stars have faded out and so has the moon:
Which give me somber looks;
As it watches me take a reminiscence,
Of what is gone and will never return,
That ,my dear, is the presence of you in my life.

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It's too bad it died.
Love we tried to keep,
Ecstatic:
Then one day it dried.
To sit in a bitterness; that welcomes an admitted emptiness.
It's pointless to deny,
I have cried myself to sleep.
And it is never okay; to just walk away.
Pretending two do not bleed.
From a relationship,
That has broken into bits.
The magic had quit its believin'. It left our eyes,
To take a flight away.
That magic felt had quit its existence.
To leave heartbreak in a place that aches,
Everyday.
And in every way.
That happiness we had is gone.
I can not fathom a lost appetite to eat.
I feel a side of me that has grown colder.
To pick and choose from leftovers... Unsatisfying and tasteless,
When expectations were left high... On sweetened familiar treats.
The magic had quit its believin'. It left our eyes,
To take a flight away.
That magic felt had quit its existence.
To leave heartbreak in a place that aches,
Everyday.
And in every way.

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You tell me our story is just the same like the others. You say I'll get a better one!
- I say bullshit!

You wanted me at a country bar
Dozzing with a bottle of rum,
Stalling with your foot against the dusted crimson grass,
- you longed for my support and bewildered talks

I loved you on an empty freeway,
With every exit,
A new opportunity:
The wind whipping my skin - the way freedom does to a love craving soul,
And you,
An additional hitchhiker,
That would only slow down the world
And set me free of hopes and desires,
Of any wordly pleasures,
As I stare into your eyes of imbedded possibilities,
In a wave of unending exuberance;
That even shaped the laws of Newton and halted the dimension of time:
And that is when i chose you!

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◆Memories◆

And I continue to swivel in your memories:
Past those lanes that once lingered in our fecullent presence,
In ways that race a shiver down my spine,
Awakening the turbulent sea of long burried pain;
Struggling with a heart completely ramshackled,
I lambasts all my petrifying sorrows,
As the night dooms in;
Gazing at a picture of me and you,
Back in those days when we
created these immortal memories;
Back in those days when magic wasn't a myth,
And life wasn't so hard to live!

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My Love,
Do you, at times, think about me?
Does the ring I presented you on your birthday strike a thought in your mind about me, at times?
Do you remember those days when we used to hurdle up to the 'ice cream parlour' just to have each other's company?
Do you remember how I used to wrap my hands around you ?
Do you remember those walks and all those stupid talks we had?
Do you remember how you used to be sad at times and I'd tell you to watch an anime suitable to the moment?
Do you remember how I always told you how special you are?
Do you remember how I used to miss you everyday, every moment that I couldn't help calling you when you left the city?
Do you remember how I used to just stare at your eyes at affinity for the entire time we were together?
Do you remember how I used to make excuses to kiss you?
Do you remember how I used to wait for that one call of yours?
Do you remember those rides, and how you used to wrap around your arms around me and ask for my hand while riding?Do you?You promised me a forever.
Then why did you go?Why do I suffer each night in your unending thoughts? Why do I still see you in my dreams? Why is that my heart still loves you even after years?

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The Girl I Love

A glance at the elegance in her maneuvering eyes :
An effulgence;
That shines like the brilliant sky,
On being afflicted by the tenderness of the limpid sun.

A glance at her effluence smile,
Lingering below those crystal eyes,
Powerful enough:
To disappear the cloudy skies.

Her laughter delights butterflies.
The ocean greets her as she passes by.
Her gorgeous toes leave its mark, saying goodbye

Gentle breeze through her hair,
She walks elegantly; While astonished eyes all stare.
Rosy cheeks cover her beautiful face. 
A flowerchild blossoms, kindly accepting embrace.
She is a thorn-less rose without compare.
She is someone I could never stop to stare;
She is the love my heart will forever endear...

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Floundering my steps,I rose up:
In a conduit of hematic sea of contingency:
Shearing down every zephyr of despondency;
In a blitzkrieg of uncertainty.

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But love, no
my love can not
gone with the wind like roses
so strong to not give up,
to not die.

I'll watch over it,
I'll protect it
from all those poisonous ambushes
that tear the heart out,
poor love.

Maybe you will go
to look for other caresses
poor me!
And if you'll come back
you'll find every beauty already flowered
in me.

But love, no
my love can not
dissolve in the hair's gold
till the end, love will remain alive in me,
just for you.

 Looking at the roses bloom this morning,
I think, tomorrow will be dried.
And all the things
are like roses,
living one day,
an hour and no more!

But love, no
my love can not
dissolve in the hair's gold
till the end, love will remain alive in me,
just for you.

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Her hair is swarthy and her eyes are oh so beryl
She's all a girl should be, but she's not you!

She knows just how to make me giggle when I'm blue :
Everything a man could want, but she's not you!

And when we're dancing, sometimes it feels the same,
I've got to stop myself from whispering your name!

She even kisses me like you used to do
And it's just shattering my heart, 'cause she's not you
Yeah it's just tearing up my heart, 'cause she's not you!

And when we're dancing, it almost feels the same,
I've got to stop myself from whispering your name!

'Cause she even caress me like you used to do
And it's just shattering my heart, 'cause she's not you
Yeah it's just tearing up my heart, 'cause she's not you!

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Our apologue is breviloquent,
But still I wanted to unravel it as languidly as I could, so that I could trace every memoirs and caress it with my bloodstained heart for as long as possible.

So all I was equivocating for, was a little more time, beeseching it to stop a while,
So that I could have you
A little longer by my side,
Just for the one last time before leaving the world behind.
~ VeTeRaN_1A

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