Showed you the scars,
Of my past and present.
Confided you with all the dark secrets,
That scares me from time to time.
Unmasked and naked,
I stood before you
Will you still love me? I kept questioning
Again and again, In my brain.
You can run away if you want to,
I know I am not an easy human to deal with
I warned, but you stood still
Maybe thinking what to do,
To run away or to hold me close.
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Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
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Even though they just enervate
my heart and quiver my soul
I have been revisiting these,
but it's high time I need
to set me free
So, getting rid of these
hostage of memories
that I have been holding
strongly all these years.
Letting go,
of these Ink pages
consisting of
unanswered questions
tears and confessions
poems and letters
what if's and Infinite emotions.
Letting those
moments happy
but mostly gloomy
Vanish with these burnt pages
and evading from the Illusion,
that I built myself
with undying hope and love.
Letting go,
the evidence of my endurance
that I had gone through
and encumbrances I have carried
Without complaint.
Letting go,
Of this baggage
which was the only thing
they left behind me with,
Into this wildfire
to vanish those moments
Into ashes.
Finally, letting myself,
free from the shackles
of my past
for the freedom
I longed for.
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Maybe our life is also an endless journey,
and we all are wanderers who don't know what our destination is.
We pass through
Bends over the roads,
undulating terrains, and rocky mountains,
See those green meadows and those elegant sunrises.
Experience Soothing beaches, and incredible feelings!
Yet at the same time,
The journey isn't all smooth and steady,
Bitter experiences,
and Erratic circumstances,
Sometimes we get lost,
Sometimes we get ambushed.
But the voyage of life doesn't stop!
We meet several people,
along the road we take.
Some are generous,
and some are greedy.
Some are friendly,
And some are worthless.
Some give you memorable moments,
And some bestow hard times.
If one man amazes you,
with the story of a lost quest.
Some others would tell
about them in zest.
You find some people who you can't let go of,
and some others you want to get rid of.
But then you need to get on,
with your trip.
Packing the luggage on the bike,
And wearing that helmet.
Driving without a destination,
Because this is the voyage of life,
It doesn't stop for anyone!-
Chapter1:
Their first meeting...
The first time I met you,
I was sitting in the coffee shop waiting for the person I had already deep conversations with,
You entered and took a seat, and smelled of cigarettes and nervousness.
I was shy and timid.
Waiting for you to initiate conversations that are gonna continue.
As soon as we became comfortable with each other,
We talked about everything and anything,
from family to country politics.
from crushes to exes
I looked at you,
With anxiety, and incredulity
Thinking whether to reckon you and confide,
But with your actions and words
I finally believed you are a person of virtue.
How easy our conversations flew,
From the deepest truths to your scary moments,
From my tough times to my fascinations,
I told you how I started writing,
And how books were my solace in my difficult times.
You asked will you write about me one day?
See the irony, I am writing this about you,
But Alas! we drifted too far for you to even notice.
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It was dark and dreary
People whom I loved turned scary
It's all just a nightmare,
Yet it became so hard to bear.
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Let's discuss how Dan brown is a gutsy writer,
And how Nicholas sparks had a divorce when he himself writes beautiful love stories,
Let's discuss Murakami's style of writing and Sudha Murthy's inspirational stories
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I don't know who needs to hear this,
But listen, you are never gonna get this time back.
If you are a girl of age 23-26, you would never get this family time again in your life. You can't get this family time, and also be independent by doing a job at the same time anytime soon.
All future holds is responsibilities, marriage, children and the past hold exams, career tensions and uncertainties.
The present is all we have got to spend time with our families because next time even if we want too, we can't.
Fight with brother for remote,
Help mom a little,
Discuss your life with dad,
Let us become kids once again.-