I found the art within
the locked desire
that was burning
at every edge of my soul.

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Hello, dear writers and readers,
Long time no see !
I came up here to mention that I have discontinued from YQ a long time ago. I continue my writings on Twitter as well as Instagram.
I am mentioning my ID here . I desire to connect with you all too and support each other.

Twitter : @christieee_08
Instagram : @metamorphosing_writer

WISHING TO MEET UP THERE !
Stay happy and lively.

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I screw my mind since now your not mine,
I find myself lost; pictured in the fantasy of coal mines.
Fading away burning in this plight,
Dithering! With the nostalgic memories
Whether to delude them in the dimlight; 
Or leave them behind  in the limelight.

                                

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(In continuation)...
The turning point of harming the situation starts to exists more when your thoughts, your over- the- time formed mindset flowing from the thinking organ called the brain starts doubting its Creator - God. This is where self -harm starts.
Your spirit gets weakened & weary; you pity your inside out. Moreover, the one who has drawn genetic information of your inside and out gets hurt watching His son /daughter falling off.
He thought yes, "he/she understands my process".
He thought yes, "he /she believes in Me".
He thought yes," he /she will work according to my will".
Yes, HIS will. Rewind the paragraph I wrote.
These so much hard thoughts do hit us this hard because we forget to ask the will Of God. Yes, the will of God. I repeat that. If you and I know the will of God then we are secured. What I mean to say is that we all do have a destination to reach. If we are working according to the will of God, even though there comes in strong fierce winds, or high hills or rough narrow road you move, you drive yourself. Why? Because you know you do have a finishing line which will be honoured by God in His time.
Ponder over it!

GOD BLESS YOU.

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Things sometimes became really so harsh and seemed impossible to work on.I was so left out ,struggling within my own self ,beating myself up ;especially that time was the worst when I used to  feel 'yes' now I can and will. And then suddenly I came back to the same point. Thereafter, this cycle repeated over and over again.I started to think how is it going to work and how is it going to be set .Am I worth the blessing God wants to give me ? Am I worthy enough to even get respect in the society and among my peers ?
"This has been my story".

Yes.These manipulative and congested thoughts bind you so hard that you fall over your path .You keep trying ,awakening your soul,reminding your instincts but it doesn't work . Trust me that is a failure  moment with your own self .

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Twist your fingers until your toes feel the pain.
The same goes for those who are facing emotional traumas.

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A soft look renders love while a sharp look disciplines.

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"mercilessly it bears the pain,
none of us stands for it as if, its a bane,
wonder why it still gives freely!
to me and you surrendering fully".

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...if I want to be synonymous with,
let it be with the flower,
just a season and a time to change;
the faded part to regain.

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Rising above the sky won't let you see the stairs you've climbed;
But does it mean you won't sense the success?
Who said that?
Heavens will declare you have won the race.

Get a vision of your goal; not just the steps.

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