Heba Fazal  
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I write not for someone to listen...But so I can finally listen to my own self..❤️
Joined 27 August 2020


I write not for someone to listen...But so I can finally listen to my own self..❤️
Joined 27 August 2020
9 APR AT 19:38

THIS IS A TRAIN
A never ending chain
A carriage connecting the other
Each having a different stain
Some painted in colours of victory
Most splashed with the colours of vain
Mixed with the sprinkles of pain
They ask the tracks beneath that are lain
Why they tremble as the train passes by??
Peep into their windows and you'll know why
Those carriages are burdenend with half held hopes
And dreams loaded on them years ago
Memories that failed to ever let go
And stories that no man is yet to know
Rolling on and on and on and on
Afterall
What's heavier than a train of thoughts
Expressing through the meninges of your brain
THIS IS A TRAIN
A never ending chain...

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19 FEB AT 21:50

Star , my friend, is there something you want to convey?
Do you really like it back up there
Or do you feel awfully far away ?
To, us you are all beautifully clustered close
But do you wish it was actually that way?
Or when we forget you're still out there
Do you like the solitude or do you curse the day?
Many have addressed a sky full of stars
I ask only You today
'Star' my friend , is there anything you want to convey?

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3 FEB AT 19:17

Here i sit
With no one around
In this dark dark night
Without a trace of sleep in my eyes
One could say I'm very lonely right now...
Cuz maybe that's what being lonely means
To a lot of people
Not being sorrounded by people
Anyways...I'm wondering if being lonely is that bad
Cuz right now i feel so safe and so sound
I feel there's no one who cares
About what I'm doing and if it's right or wrong
I wonder why this silence feels like a blanket
And i want it to get thicker and warmer
This stillness of almost everything seems like an escape
No dont get me wrong
It doesnt feel like an escape from reality
It feels more of an escape to reality
Of course there's some sound i can still hear
The world isn't that kind to leave me all alone by myself
At this time of the night or the to be morning
I can hear a dog barking....but it's very distant
And I can hear trains passing by the bridge nearby
But as I stare at the stars tonight
I can't help wishing this time stops here
May the moon never disappear and may the sun never rise
Hoping I could sit like this forever and stare at this beauty

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3 FEB AT 14:49

Kisi ne pucha mujhse
"Kbhi mayus nhi dekha h tumhe
Kaha se laate ho itna bda dil?"
Maine muskura kr keh dia
"Jinke apne hi mahir teerandaz ho
Vo gairo k kaamil nishane p
Shikva ni krte"

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2 FEB AT 21:40

Don't cry love
Love's never lost
Lost wasn't love

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1 FEB AT 10:11

That night after u left
I sat there astounded
I couldn't help but cry
Though i didn't know why
I had questions in m mind
Questions of a million kind
But i never dared to ask u
Except one or the other few
I'm standing in uncertainty
There's no sign of clarity
Though everything seems fine
But i find myslef wondering somtimes
Are you really worth all this
Or is it someone else i miss
Whom i tried to find in you
Will this only be left to rue
I decided to forget who u were
I told myself i shouldn't care
Told myself that you never existed
There was only this side of you instead
I wonder if all I saw was a lie
Then i start wondering why
Why i chose to stay with you then
When what i wanted was different
I make up different theories as answers
But now for me all that matters
Is that you are happy with what you got
But now I'm asking
What if you're not?....

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31 JAN AT 19:56

Somewhere far away from this world
Peace and serenity dwell in nature's care
Amidst the chaos of this selfish world I
Crave to one day reach that place where
Every heart with its mind , can look eye to eye

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31 JAN AT 14:09

Sb kuch bdl gya
Darmiya hmaare
Bs vo raste ni bdle
Aaj bhi jo guzrte wkt
Tera naam gungunate h
Yun to sb kuch bdl gya
Bs vo yaade ni bdli
Aaj bhi jo dhundli si poshak m
Anjan raato m milne chle aate h
Beshak sb kuch bdl gya
Bs vo ehsaas n bdla
Teri ek zikr p jo dilo k taar
Sehme se muskrate h
Bdl gye din bdle gye Saal
Bs kambhakt ye dil hi n bdla
Jo aaj bhi Kalam uthae
To tere lie hi lafz sajate h

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30 JAN AT 21:39

To the barren land that misses the trees
To the sunflower that awaits the sun
To every person who longs for some other
I'm here to tell you that you're not the only one

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30 JAN AT 21:27

Hollow words
Hollow dreams
Hollow world
And its Hollow grins
She roamed around
And all she saw
Was a world of dead
It made her awe
Where happiness and success
Were only equivalent
To wealth and riches
Where every generation
Blamed the other as wicked
The elders thought they knew it all
Because they had seen life for a couple more
While the Youngs were trapped in a dark plight
That didn't fade with the rising sun's light
Searching for peace among the deads
While they completely forget
That a heart beats in their chests
And as she walked by
She wondered why
When they had all they wanted around
Why then did they always have a frown
Her life answered all her doubts
As she heard it speak out loud
It is because they think
That all they need is matter
But deep down all they want
Is to really matter



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