And one day, I will have to let her go. Not because I want to but because this world will not let me live in.
And this breaks me in million different ways that no one can see. I laugh with chaos inside my soul I won with failures. I failed to complete us.
It hurts because love doesn't just disappear- It lingers, it waits, it whispers the life that could have been.
Maybe in another life, I will not have to let her go. Maybe in that life, we will walk the same path hand in hand without fear, without barriers. In that life love will not have to fight to exist. We will sit under the same sky, not as two souls divided by beliefs, but as one complete us certain of each other. Until then I will carry her in my hearts hoping that somewhere in some version of existence we will finally get the ending we deserve.
Till then I will wait!-
Jo muflis hai unko to dawlat ata krr
Jo bimaar hai unko sehat aata krr
Pareshaniya hmko ghere hue hai ,
Pareshaniyon se panah maangta hoon.
Karam maangta hoon ataa mangta hoon ,
Elahi mai tujhse dua mangta hoon.-
Lying in the gutter, aiming for the moon
Trying to empty out the ocean with a spoon
See the forest there in every seed
Angels in the marble waiting to be freed.-
I’ve been pushing away
Everybody I love
I don’t know what to do
Need a sign from above
I just want to be somebody who knows
Who knows how to behave
But I’m not even close.
I am out here alone
Cuz there’s nobody left
I need someone to talk to
Get this thing off my chest
All the bad things I’ve done
And the people I’ve hurt
Wanna take that part of me and leave it in the dirt-
Sometimes pain is so unmanageable that the idea of spending another day with it seems impossible. Other times pain acts as a compass to help you through the messier tunnels of growing up. But pain can only help you find happiness if you remember it.
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Be-nam sa ye dard thahar kyu nahi jaata
jo biit gaya hai vo guzar kyu nahi jaata
sab kuchh to hai kya Dhundhti rahti hai nigahen
kya baat hai mai vaqt pe ghar kyu nahi jaata
vo ek hi chehra to nahin saare jahan mai
jo duur hai vo dil se utar kyu nahi jaata
mai apni hi uljhi hui rahon ka tamasha
jaate hai jidhar sab mai udhar kyu nahi jaata
vo khvab jo barson se na chehra na badan hai
vo khvab havaon mein bikhar kyuu nahi jaata..
-
Jisko chahte hai milta kyun nhi
Mohabbat ek phool hai kabhi khilta kyun nhi
Pahaad tarashe gye raste milane ke liye
Bas tere sang dil pighalta kyun nhi
Jaane kahan ghum ho gaye mere dost-o-yaar
Yahan koi kandhe pe haath daalta kyun nhi
Ye dil ke taar kisse jod liye hmne afsoos
Sitamgar tu khamoshi bhanpta kyu nhi
Meri jaan uss mein atki kaise samjhayen
Uspar ye sitam ke ab wo satata kyun ni
Kaise tarq kare rishta or bhool jaye
Ek pal ke liye bhi koi behlata kyu nhi..-
My life was complete,
But now it's not.
I lost it all, because I fought.
She made me alive.
Now I am dead.
I'm lying here,
Crying in my bed.
Life is worthless.
Why should I try?
All I want to do
Is lie here and die.
It has only been two days,
But that is all I need
To get a last chance
Before she leaves.
One last chance
To turn it around,
Hoping she won't turn me down.
All I want to do
Is hold her tight
And make her dreams
Come true tonight,
That once and for all
I can make her happy
Instead of screaming, yelling,
Making life crappy.
I'm sorry for what I have done.
This is coming from my heart.
I'm just asking
For a brand new start,
For you are my life.
Without you I am nothing
So give it one last chance,
And I will make it into something.
I love you too much.
I can't let you go,
So look into my eyes,
And say I love you so..-