Missing Arush.

In search of peace, left his innocence,
but feels lack of peace.
In greed of isolation, left our meet,
but heart is still connected.
In search of my voice, left his screams,
but still hears them.
I did this earlier with others, but why is it different?
Is it due to shared moments with him?
Is it the fear, of him forgetting me?
Is it the want to meet him from time to time?
Is it the joy of carrying him around the house?
Is it our play time, me missing a lot?
Is it the shared love between our hearts?
Be it whatever, moving on is tedious than ever.
Yes it is tedious, after leaving "ARUSH".

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we are in trouble






we are together

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Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
as nothing matters

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the moments I spent with you




the moments in which you were not there.

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that cures every disease,
but is unavailable in chemist shop

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I do something, I thought I can't.

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"Good and peaceful sleep"

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desires are subjective with age

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world is not of humans but of groups,
where members of any two groups,
never accept each other,
to become human.

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will do actions which I may regret later,




will work to avoid being angry again.

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