Sometimes ,
When everything is crumbling inside you,
You wonder- clueless
The smile you wear,
Is such a beautiful lie !

Some how- carrying everywhere you go,
Letting everyone walkover you ,
You watch- helpless,
The hope you have -
Such a beautiful lie!

You close your eyes,
Trusting the person in front of you,
Lost - in such a madness!
The love you have -
Such a beautiful lie!

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As moon goes in hiding,
I look at this night sky,
And stare at this universe,
How a million stars,
Bring joy from farthest this man can see,
I search for something in the sky,
If I can find something in all the emptiness it has,
To fill all the void I have,
Perhaps, if I can still bring joy with emptiness,
Like the constellations of the twinkling stars,
For all those in insomnia,
And for all those in love,
Who look at sky and
Smile like a madman!

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As moon goes in hiding,
I look at this night sky,
And stare at this universe,
How a million stars,
Bring joy from farthest this man can see,
I search for something in the sky,
If I can find something in all the emptiness it has,
And if it’s emptiness would still bring joy,
Like the constellations of the twinkling stars,
For all those in insomnia,
And for all those in love,
Who look at sky and
Smile like a madman and a poet!

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Slowly slipping away,
A year that still left so much with us,
Coffees, books, music and people!

A hope, that we will stay in touch,
With more love, care and prosperity,
And greet lot more years to come,

A desire, that will take to unseen places,
With more destinations, joy and drinks,
And add lot more to the our memories,

A blessing, that heart seeks to keep forever,
With a love and grace in her eyes,
Just to feel everything in life is a joy!

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I wonder, why I love the nights more ,
Looking at the stars,
Finding more joy-
that isn’t actually mine ,
When the world sleeps still,
It’s silence isn’t actually peaceful,
The cold winters breeze longs,
But this heart shrugs it off,
Maybe it’s a bit more wise this time,
Somewhere, wisdom doesn’t give what it seeks,
But instead tells me,
Some hearts aren’t home for love,
Like some nights aren’t for sleep!
The nothingness in this man is a bliss,
Making peace with the cold winters night !

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I wish you were here,
I didn’t have to beg so many to stay in life ,
I didn’t have to cross oceans to stay alive,
As I see myself in mirror,
I see a coward and a beggar,
And I smile to hide them ,
Had you been here,
I wouldn’t have to go through all these,
I know it’s not your mistake,
It’s just my madness and insanity,
what more can I do ,
But to just smile and exist in life ,
Live every moment hoping you were here!
How long can I carry this ?
Living a sinners life!

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It hurts, isn’t it ?
But you can still smile!

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It hurts, isn’t it ?
But you can still smile!

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Shed
Your
Ego
And
Surrender

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Maybe, it’s all stupid,
To be in a place - you don’t belong,
A place - you never will belong,
To carry things , masked and hidden,
Hoping, things change for better,
But deep inside,seeking to be what I once was,
I wish, the songs I listen to make me smile,
It’s words, mean something to me,
I wish, I get the wisdom I once had,
I wish, I don’t seek to be loved,
I laugh at my penury,
I look at the sky,
This vastness of universe actually doesn’t matter,
I wish, it feels like home,
All that I seek is not even a home,
But something that feels like a home,
Something, as tiny as a human fist,
That’s all I search for ,
That’s all I seek to live for !

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