What I hate about kota and coaching system?

It can’t be described in few lines.
Trust me, I can write a book about it.

I am writing this from kota, only because I want to remind my future self that irrespective of the result (good or bad) these 5 years that I spent in kota, the pressure, stress, anxiety......
It’s not worth it..

I might be studying in one of the best colleges of India after 1 year. Still, after this irreparable damage to my mental health. I can literally say..

It will never be worth it..

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The opposite of love is not hate. Hate is just love gone bad. The actual opposite of love is apathy. When you don’t care a damn as to what happens to the other person.

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Nature : The healing power

I was sitting on a bench, in the dark.
Under a beautiful tree, in a deserted park.

I realised that I was not in peace, Even in that calm location.
I thought, I am going to be crushed, By the burden of great expectations.

Then came, a little, cute bird. Showing me the true meaning of innocence.
My soul lighted up, Only because of that creature’s divine presence.

When I looked up at the sky, I felt someone was sitting beside me,
Might be the soul of that tree.
Holding my hand, Knowing everything, what I was thinking.

It told me, What you did was Right, Please don’t regret.
Some sacrifices are very important, for what you want to get.

I was so relieved by that voice...
Suddenly, I was disturbed by a certain vibration.
It was the call of my mom,
She asked me gracefully, ‘Dear, Are you fine?
What is your current situation?’
I responded with a smile on my face, don’t worry about me, I’m in deep meditation.

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At different stages of your life, you will encounter some people who will not respect you or give you that position which you want from them.

All you need to do is ...
1) Leave them immediately
2) Work on yourself to achieve god level perfection
3) Become successful

They will soon realise what they have lost was a gem. Let them crave for your attention.

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Sometimes you have to remind yourself that you are something special. That you can’t be replaced.
Your heart, your mind, your conversation, your care. It can’t be replicated. By anyone.

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Don’t let someone be a priority, when all you are to them is an option.

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Today,
I lost myself in the labyrinth of my memories, the memories which are nostalgic and painful at the same time.

A few moments later, I found myself completely different...

A smile on my face, tears in my eyes, pain in my heart and regret in my brain.
It was the worst feeling and I never want to experience it again..

But, the harsh reality is I can’t erase these memories. They will always be present with me.

And..

I have to suffer alone...till death.

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I’m brave enough to
Face the REJECTION
But not enough to
Live in REGRET

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Darkest Night Will Make The Brightest Star...

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Falling Down Is An Accident
But Staying Down Is Your Choice...

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